shoot across the STARS !!!

2011-03-14T16:38:00.002+10:00

Wow, finally blogging again!

Long since i have the time to blog during these kind of hours le. Ever since they left the company:P

Anway, this time blogginh status and feeling is all diff.

Everything seems to be back to normal. He is back to me and life goes on normally.

I fail badly as being a women or being myself. For not able to stand up and really get through life. Whatever it is, its over. Happy for now will be contented as we never know when the world is coming to the end.

JAPAN have recently met with the Big and killer disaster that swallow the whole city away. How terrified. And now they predict that there are more to come and as what movie shows, 2012 is coming and world is coming to a end. If that is really the case, everybody would just want to live happily and tell out everything before one regrete. And of course to do whatever you would want to do.

2010-09-08T16:45:00.002+10:00

Hey Hey!!

Its been long since i last update. Been a bit busy recently at work. But actually is very sian and stress. The atmosphere is like so tense.

Talking about work...

The mindset of changing of a job came to my mind recently and i mean changing of a different job scope. Means i doubt i would want to continue what i study and what i am doing now. :P

Being a office lady, its so deck bound and staying in the office for hours make me feel scaffocating. Is like breathing in the office air for hours make me feel sick!

Has been thinking hard what i want to do in life. But answers are like never found. Going for further study is my next plan but i do need to know what i want to study before i can proceed with my plan.

Think back to my ambition when i young. Of being a policewomen or a teacher. haha?

But actually the biggest problem is $$$$.

Where do i get so much $$ to study AND to have a living.

Ever since i work. of course been relying on myself fot living. But if i stop work, who going to feed me again. My parent wouldnt care about me le. If i work and study half. I will die. Cause i doubt i can cope.

Life is sian, but i move on sian also. Only to look forward to every weekend. Can go out just go out. Dont think so much le. Unlike last time. But expenses very high. haha. spend alot $$ recently. going to have a big hole in my pocket liao. Better start saving!!

Erm, i think my PMS is here. So moody swing quite bad recently. When i sad i will cry, just because i feel very very sad. When i happy, i will just smile and smile and smile :) haha.

I miss My mummy story session when my mum use to tell us when we young! Bedtime story.
I miss watching all my princess tales over and over again. I watch to watch. Still finding :( I want to watch all my princess tale!! ah!! someone help me. haha :P

Actually, I miss being a children. Where you have less problem and fan nao. Being the kid is the best. A simple show or a sweet can make yourself so happy. As we grow we grow greedy and never contented.

To be happy, We must learn to be contented. But is easy to say la. i cant do it myself also.

As for the you, You always stay in my mind and heart. Though u left my life, but u never left my heart. I cant do anything but to continue live my life everyday.

Jie Ying :)

2010-08-20T13:45:00.004+10:00

Some time i feel i am a UNWANTED goods.

How sad. A bit moody again :P Anyway, Update on life. So Sian la. Been eating alot again! sux. Worse still i stop swimming this week.

Cause of the girl monthly thingy and the 7th month. I need to start next week!

Armond, lets go swimming! Benjamin, lets go running! haha Just meet benjamin recently and been contacting. he is now at my house base camp there working. So he is pulling me to run. haha. Do you have the strenght to pull me? i am as heavy as a elephant. haha.

Talking about animal, so wanting to go zoo again! haha. Want to go with someone i love. haha. MY FAMILY!! I want a weekend family day. Just like when all of us are still young and mummy daddy carry us wherever we go. sound cool right. And zoo is always our favourate last time :) haha. The last time i went is also with someone i love. But time pass, everything also pass? No, though he is not around, but memorise still with me.

Talking about unwanted goods, i feel so sad. Why am i unwanted. :( so sad right. Am i really that not worth you to trust or am i really not worth for you to give me your love. Why is things so hard to understand. Whatever it is. Its no longer the same. Its clear.

I feel like jumping into the clear sea where i think i belong. When can i go Phuket and do all the water activites i want to try? I am serarching a home for myself. Will sea be my next home? hehe... ... I want to go with someone.. Who? i also dont know. haha. Want to stay out of paper, computers and document. i want a holiday to relax and have FUN with the one i love!

Miss Rainbow

2010-08-13T12:38:00.002+10:00

Morning world.. ...

Feeling a bit hang over after the night. Cant remember somethings and remember some.

Feeling very bad now. No idea why. Something really bad happened yesterday?

Whatever it is. Really sorry to whoever is in the picture.

To Christie, Mei Yin, Jonathan : sorry, didnt catch up with you guys yesterday night as arranged.

To Jordon: Sorry last min unable to attend your birthday party.

To Benjamin: Sorry for the worries and thank you for the care and concern as a friend. Whatever bad happend i am really sorry.

To Xavier: Sorry and thank you dear. You know what i thinking can le.

To my dear mei mei: Thanks for taking care of jie jie while i am like shit. Sorry for the late dinner and rest. loves

To myself: Its time to keep myself awake i see the world. Who is there to care for me and who is there for me when i need them. Being appreciative and create less trouble for the friends and people around me who cares for me.

Sorry world, friends, family, and myself for all the stupid things done.

Jie Ying
Miss Rainbow

2010-08-11T20:13:00.002+10:00

Hey, down to do some updating... ...

actually nothing much.. Life is just so black and white nowadays. Simple yet complicated... ...

work work work...
Friends friends friends... ...
Family family family... ...
AND sports sports sport... ...

Weekday work everyday and have some sports after work,
Weekend call ppl out to hang out and night go clubbing.

Life became a Rountine.
So boring... ...

But making new friends can be fun yet tiring. I am still use to being myself. the quiet girl sitting at a corner listening more than talking.

Life is hard, but things move on.. Time still tick and my heart is still beating.

To me: how hard it is push down, i cant run away, but got hit everytime. just bearing the pain and healing it each time.

To others: Life move on too. But feel super stupid whenever people are giving concern when he/she doesnt need it.

Seeing the UGLY truth of it! So ugly! so go away! It sux to see.

Single is the status. How long will it last?

Dont believe in love anymore. Fool is the game. .

My theory come back... Promises made are mend to be broken.

So dont apply the theory to me... ...

Rain and sun NOT = to Rainbow

Rain and sun= Sick!

Caught in the sun and rain and i fall sick.

Taking care :)

signing off...
Miss rainbow

2010-07-22T13:25:00.002+10:00

Its time to let go...

:)

2010-07-21T11:26:00.002+10:00

Its been a few days since everything started... ...

It seem like i have eaten the wrong pill. Called the emo pill.

Cried alone and Tears went dry... ... But thing doesnt went well at all...

Who can i cry to? Friends have their own life too. They have no much time to hear me cry and nag.

I thought i could stop crying, but no, i just realise whenever someone or something about him have mention or come across my mind. Tears start pouring...

People close to me will scold me and ask me to move on and STOP CRYING.
People not sure about us will say its a waste as its a 2 year plus relationship. What a Waste?

Myself? Both. Convencing myself that i should move on and lead a better life without him, other side thinking about this wasted 2 year plus relationship.

To be strong, i will tell myself how bad he have done this to me. How heartless and curel he left me alone here. And how much miserable he have cause to me and yet he can live happily and crazy fun out there now.

Iszzit a wrong from the start for both of us, like what my close friends K & MY say from the start...?

Alot of things stay unsolve. I never know how he felt till now why can he leave this relationship and left me unknowingly. Take everything away from me and Left nothing!! Like what he mention in his fb. His life is his playfulness and have fun.

Been keeping myself busy. Madly busy to not think of anything as much as possible. But guess how scary and deep he have left the scare in my heart. Even the only free time i have in toilet and taking a train, things just pop out of my mine. My laughter is so bitter and my smile is so solid that i can no longer smile relaxing from ear to ear.

Time is everything that solve the thing. Thats what all say and i know. This is period to go over. But something seem to pull me back. Hoping for a U-turn or a reverse of something.

I dont know how long more i can stay on. The one everybody is seeing now is someone who is holding herself up with a stick. And the stick may break anytime. If you think everything is fine, then i am lying.

-Rain never stop... just like the weather in Singapore now..
-No sign of the sun... No hope
-Thus the Rainbow shall stay hidden or disappear forever...

J.y

2010-07-17T03:07:00.002+10:00

Fullstops!

Writing this blog give me a hard time as my eyes were very swallon now.
Just cried badly...

Here i go, This is a life time blogging this blog...

Everything ended... But i just dont like the way he end this thing...

Firstly, my sending msg...
Second, its tootoo sudden. cause we were actually planning to meet this sat(17 July) like normal.. but didnt know today friday its the end...

The story of a 2 year 2 month plus relationship have ended.

I end my story in a hard way... Letting go is the advise by heartly friends.
I feel hurt. Really hurt.

I hate it. I hate myself in a way. I hate him.

Everything should be back to 2 year 2 months ago. Where nothing happen!

Cried out loud jie ying.

i just wish to forget everything.

I hope i can bang into something and end my Painful and happy memories of him.

Good Bye...

Strong, Friends and family... is all i need now...

The Rainbow faded, as the tears drop...
The Rainbow disappear as the time pass... ...

2010-07-10T02:28:00.002+10:00

He no longer love me as much.... but i am still with him....

i am the stupidest girl in the world.

I feel helpless.

I walk back home with heavy footstep. i stoned. i cried. i went crazy. But things didnt change.

I am like a begger, begging for love... ...

I felt so shameful being controlled by him...

I am Hurt. I felt painful. I felt tired.

But all these, he no longer cares.

...Jy...

2010-07-09T11:31:00.002+10:00

I've LOST... ...

My Eyes are swallon and i feel tired as i have a bad night yesterday. I have lost. Lost totally. i gave up my weapon to my enemy. And he uses my own weapon to kill me. I am dead.

I dare not share my story here as i feel i disgrace myself. I am the stuipdness girl in the world. The weakest and the least attractive.

Pulling through all this is hard, but i know i still have to as all my friends are supporting by my back. Evangeline, Bi Ru, Hafiz, Jie Xin. You all are always the first few who give ur support fast all the time. Hold me before i fall to the ground.

Really appreciate Evangline for accompanying me yesterday. If it wasnt for you, i would have fall into the hell. You accompany me well, you comfort me well and take care of me well. THANK YOU EVAN! *HUG* !!!!!!!

He gave me up first... I lost....

Jie Ying

Life goes on ... ...

2010-07-08T11:25:00.005+10:00

my cute family!!

hi all, updating life, went out for small SPSU gathering yesterday. Feel pretty good as i have long since join them. :) thanks christie for inviting. Hope to have more outing. Life must move on even things is not going well.

My blood pressure rising high since last week to now.

We fall apart again. This time is worse ever. Each fight getting worse and worse. Looking at the photo of him with the 2 girls playing bowling triggle me. Even when others see think is too far. but its the past and i am able to forgive him.

I dont know whats wrong with him ever since my birthday. He like 360 degree change to a person :( i am really sad. But he never understand. He never sad for anyone before. He stared ignored me and dont msg me and reply me. I felt terrible. VERY! But who can i tell what can i do. I dare not even cry these days. its just so scary. I Kept holding on to my tear. Sometime the tears will roll down a few drops. I have not cry all my sorrow out. I thought it was no use anymore :(

Yesterday Union Outing, dinner at suntec Pizza hut. Have my fav Ocean Catch and chatting with the girls. Thanks girls for listening to me complaint. I feel abit better but still worse. I actually hope i can chat more with mei yin. But never mind. she is tired. We are apart as well. But that is my fault. i dont expect much le. Just feel so weird. I remember last time feeling when mei yin long never see me. She will be so excited and smiling happily can call for my name and come to hug me. But its different now. Just hope things can be better.

Stay home last whole weekend and resting, rotting at home watching REN WO AOU YOU. The last time swimming show. Thought was nice! hehe. Then family dinner on Sunday. hehe. always thought my family was cute and fun, thought we have our problems. But still i Love my family:D

Daddy treat mummy, mei mei and me to Magnum GOLD. The ice cream mum tempted for long. hehe. End up it didnt turn up as good cause its too SWEET! Even i cant stand it as well. Cant really finish one. Erm.

I so wanting to watch movie :( !! But dont know who i can find to watch :( ! he is no longer avaliable!

All his movement/action is making me really tired, making me wanting to give up. But other side of me just cant let go. I think the little love for him is still holding me back. Unless one day all is gone or turn to hatred, then i will be able to leave happily.

Why is he like that? Why must girls get hurt by guys :(

I hate him but love him too.

Jie Ying

2010-06-14T15:54:00.002+10:00

Hi Hi people,

i dont know if u guys are still reading my Blog.. but anyway let me do some updating.......

Currently i am at Abu Dhabi posting this very special post. Its my very first time traveling to the Middle East and to such a development and big city.

It is LUCKY for me to be send by my company to this business/working trip as it is really a great eye opener to me and its FREE!! haha...

Free STAY, AIR TICKET and FOOD! haha

Its really expensive to come over actually. AND the food is pretty expensive too. So are the Product and Things here. So didnt do much shopping but when to alot of places and seen alot of Nice places.

Went to Safari desert on my first off day! WONDERFUL experience! Life time experience too!! LOVE it so much accept that something bad happened there.!!! i FALL off the bike when riding on the desert and hurt myself quite badly as i fall to a ground of Wires and Woods. PAINFUL... ...

Then went on the next day to DUBAI! wahaha. the great city! many Famous building, example, the Tallest building in the world!! wahaha. seen all nice places!!! Took thousands of photos!! :P

Working here are good as the people here are very nice!! And make some new friends! just hope that we can get connected still! hehe! anyway, It too allow me to see my working industry and make me grew up a bit thinking how impt is education and my furture!

my NEW GOAL: is to earn BIG $$$. haha. easy to say. but i guess everybody will agree and want this! RIGHT?

ok. i shall do more updates next time!( when i reture to singapore)

Which is tomorrow? haha

OH YEA!! My Birthday is coming! many Item in my wish list to get! :P haha... ...

14 June 2010
10.00am (Abu Dhabi timing)
venue: 360 Estate company
:P
=)
Miss Rainbow is shinning at Abu Dhabi.. ...

2010-05-26T19:03:00.005+10:00

I'm BACK ... ...

Hi Everybody! Before i start anything, i would like to say a big thank you to all who show your concern to me.

Firstly, i am touched that still got so many of you visit my blog sometime. thanks. whats touch me to my heart was those who send their immediate concern to me through sms. thanks special to christine and bi ru!!!

And of course not forgetting all those who leave their perious comment and concern in my tag box. =)

i love you all!!!!

ok. lets do some updating!

1) i just graduated from singapore polytechnic with my Diploma!!

its been three year down the road and finally i gone through all the examination and test and i got the paper! haha the piece of paper that cost around $1600+- outside per month. haha :P
Anyway, congrate to all my banch for graduating this year! we Rox!!!
SERIOUSLY, i MISS SCHOOL LIFE!! Poly life is just so colourful!!!! Rainbow!!!

2) Celebrated 2 year 1 month with him... ...

i dont know if all of you will scold me stupid. but i just think love is blind. i dont expect much but just walk one step see one step. i may drop again. and it may go higher. it just seem to me like a endless staircase. you dont know when is the ending. erm. anway, we went to city hall wanting to eat the lai mian xiao long bao, but end up eating JUST ASIA!! NIce man!! i love it. cheap, nice and free flow of drinks and ice cream!! yum yum!! then he brought me to the pub just located on the first floor of city hall to have a drink. end up i drink up 2 glass of martini! nice! hehe. enjoy my day yesterday. he send me back just like we were together for the first month. and i made him a card just like what i did in the first month too. i guess we are trying to start a fresh or regain the mermorary!

ok. i going to end here le. thanks for everybody support in visting my blog. i hope u all continue! i will continue more updates!!

i feel like going K boxing, Drinking, Clubbing and Eating!! Date me people!! ok ok!! date me!!!

jie ying
The rainbow is popping out to check out her friends and loves one... ...

2010-05-17T13:48:00.003+10:00

erm. Rather sad that nobody seem to visit my blog. :(

Haiz. but what make all things worse is life is tough recently...

i just found out my life have no much friends left. no friendship. how sad right. sad! very sad.

i am too blind in relationship le ba. but till now i still am. too engross.. this is my personally ba. cant help. but learning to move on. since my partner doesnt make me his pirority then i must learn form him.

i found out that i have alot to learn from him so i wouldnt hurt myself.
1. Be selfish
2. Love yourself more than anybody
3. Mix with more friends not parnter

Great tips right? erm. Relationship is going down and down. i guess it hard to pull through le ba. he already said everything clear le. he kept saying that i am not the girl he used to know. he kept saying that "he is no longer the guy i am looking for right".... but i think that should be said to him:

"I AM NO LONGER THE GIRL YOU ARE LOOKING FOR !"

To him,
you are still use to having pretty, SKINNY, flirty, playful girlfriend and not me ba... ...
i am a mother type of girl. unless u looking for a mother if not i am definately not your dish.

To me,
i shall wish my luck first in finding another guy that is worth my love and love me for who i am.... Though i know its very reality that guys like pretty and skinny girls. but i still hope they can see my inner self, my innner beauty. i will work hard to slim down not because of anybody but myself. Need to be healthy. and of course may all those STUPID GUYS that use to look down on me b4 to eyes red and drop out. then i will step their eyes. WAHAHAH.. sound curel> haha :P
but getting to slim down first is easy to said but hard to do. must really jia you. i always fail. wonder when will be the time i really success! cant wait. hehe!

Sadness...
Is easy for him to say break to me ba.. but i just dont wish these would happened. because i love him. i must kept blaming myself as i am too foolish. everything is lead by myself. he asked me why i love him: but i just dont know. it is what call love ba. my feeling just cant pull away from him.
If he left me, he have no sadness, he have so many friends and so many other target to girlfriends.
but myself, dead! i can just use my 10 finger to count my friends. haiz. i am jealous of him having so many friend and activity, but he never know. cause i dont have so i dont have other time to spilt to my friends. then all time give him. but he blame me for being over in everything... ...
haiz. how i wish i find a bf like that. give everything to me!

Things is hard in life, my eyes are swallon like .. like dont know what... very ugly... i cry so badly he no longer care. just because he is tired of it. just because he is used to it.... ... ...

hugs myself... ...
love myself ... ...

Regards,
jie ying
Rainbow cried till colourless!

2010-05-10T18:20:00.002+10:00

hihi! back after long again..

erm.. been working le! and its been a month le! learn quite a it of things. the collenge here are not too bad. thus making working still fine for me till now.

Been approach with a good opportunity of going for a oversea working trip to abu dahbi. but still considering. should i go? i mean what worried me is the sercurity of myself there for two week. i am a girl you know. what if touch wood something bad happened? i scared sia! just hope if someone go with me. if not worse to worse at least i know some ladies are there for me to take care or watch over me! ah~~~~~~~~ so should i go?

with dear dear for 2 year le. but didnt get through 2 year anniversary well. however we pass the 2 year well? both of us must really work hard to fight through everything and work hard together for the relationship! i love him!

down to my "best friend". i already see totally no hope in everything le. she given up on me long ago.she didnt even put in effort to try. and i feel tired le. asking her always! i somehow already give up. my action speaks it all. i have no much friend now. i am just glad in a way evangeline, my secondary school best pal is still here for me when i somehow need her! thanks!

alright, thats about life recently! catch up soon!

Rainbow girl,
jie ying

2010-04-24T03:15:00.002+10:00

hey hey. been quite awhile since i was last here. erm.

lets start my nagging... ...

its been 2 weeks since i start my work. currently doing fine as i think i have yet to get the work load and stress still. till now i think i have pretty good friends over there. there are not aunt but HOT sister and mother. Stepping into the working society is really not a easy job and every around you can be scary. i am still taking my time to observe the truth colour of each. HARD and SCARY too. wish i can just go smoothly in this journey.

down to relationship-1. friendship

Totally no improvement. getting worse instead. haiz. going to lose a friens just like this. sadded. never forget the nice moment we have.

2. Love

Another worse things. its down to the final decision of this relationship. yes or a no. haiz.
saturday morning is just a few hours away. want to hear the answer so much yet so scared to know the truth. what will he say? does he knows or feel that i doesnt want this. pls tell me the right answer. so afraid of getting hurt. if i get hurt. who can i share to? :'( i love him.

good night everyone. i am tired. very tired le. :(

jie ying
the rainbow that will never shine again?
as all the colour (impt things and people) in life is gone!

2010-03-10T02:10:00.002+10:00

wa. hi there. so long ever since i blog! really sorry. but anyway i think really nobody ever come to my blog and see. lets write something nowadays that is troubling me badly!

alright, firstly, i exam paper is all over and i am graduating from SP. AWWW!! is not a fun thing actually. is a beginning of all nightmare! going out to find a job and i got one. going to sign a contract tomorrow. the company is CPG! going to work under town council soon when my house is in great debt to them. working society, so dont wish to step in. but persuing my degree. but same as mei yin. $$$$$$$.. all about $$$. my family's financial doesnt allow me to do so. i have to help my dad carry the heavy family expenses. he is old le. i am afraid sometime too.

down with my friendship problem, my best pal still like giving me a cold shoulder. i really tried very hard le. but why doesnt she try too? erm. i really just hope everything can slowly be like last time. where we share laughter and tears! i really know my mistake. just waiting for my chamce. pls do give me a chance.

down with relationship, my BF actually hurt me badly this time. he actually "xian qi" me FAT!!!
so heart beaking. been really down. food is my happiness, but now it is like taken away from me. life so meaningless. i started telling meself STOP EATING and HATE FOOD. that is such a hard thing to do. just feel so sad now.

nobody to share this. that the worse. beside mei yin. i really have nobody else i can trust to share with.cause all other friend i am not close with. and at this time, mei yin can no longer share my problem too le :_( i dont wish she say whenever i fight with BF i find her. i dont wish she could get the wrong idea again. that why all this while. i have been along. keeping all my trouble with me.

i wish to get drunk badly and forget everything before i know reality is right in front of me. all the working and $$$$ and relationship problem come again! some one pls help me.

sad,
the rainbow never shine ever since the star is gone
jie ying

2009-10-16T03:12:00.007+10:00

Class OUTing @ sentosa !!!! 14.10.2009

jun hao & me!

The REDS!

Wilex!

Hong jie with his red nose sun burn!

photo with mr jelly! chin chow! :P

The gang! where is the dom?

Mei yin dear

Brother sister~

Maya aka hui hui!

The sunglass gang

Xiao hou!

Desmond aka hong jie

NEL NEL! hehe

The magician WILEX!

MR handsome tim!

yea! pose!

Fiona, anni, me!

Fiona!

Jun hao!

xiao hou!

Derran! ah HENG~

Anni~

3 rd sentosa CLass outing! group photo!

Basically, this is the 3rd time going to sentosa to have class outing. We have our grp photo. so u know who is there this time. erm. have quite some fun! volley ball games and swimming! nice. but weather was rather bad as is rain. took many photos. and keep taking photos. bought dinner @ vivo and gather to eat at the open are upstaris! meet my dear mei yin! what a coindience right. haha! took picture with her etc! erm. then chit chat session and then WILEX the magician, perform his new magic trick to us. wonderful. a round of appausl for wilex the magician!

2009-10-14T01:26:00.018+10:00

MANY EVENT going on!~ yea~

ok before everything, let me introduces you guys to my new friend!
this pretty lady is AMARYLLIS! she is dancemate in SDZ! she love taking photo with my camera! haha. make other new close friend: Wing , charmaine etc... =)

JASMINE sister 's 17 th Birthday Party !!!!!

10.10.2009

sister 17th birthday party @ sembawang hometeam NS club! is a blast man! haha. have games, lucky draw, delicisious food, cakes and pretty ladies! that night quite a no. of people turn up. my sister friends got like 30 + le. then family member 20+. wow. so fun and messy at the same time! so busy! mummy and i like crazy women helping to make this party a happening. prepare decoration and food! mum did alot so THANK YOU mum! we love u! DAD pays all the expenses. so 1 $$ 1 work! haha. parent and family rox and work as a team! only Di Di no use. haha :P

Xiao gu family!

Seh gu family!

Silbings~

Dear dear xavier and us~

Cousin ah choo sis~

Er Gu family~

Mummy~

Sister rox~

mummy again!

FAMILY~ yea~

xiao ee and er ee + cousins!

The pretty birthday girl : jasmine!

her princess birthday cake! is a barbie girl~

cool right! it cost $88 la! haha

The birthday card made by me~~~!!

Halloween @ night SAFARI

09.10.2009

Outing with cousins & yvonne down to the night SAFARI! so damn cool ok! cause is halloween. all thanks too yvonne and sister for getting the free adminssion ticket which is worth $45. we went on that day to help celebrate sister 17th birthday early! sang birthday song in front of everyone and all the "ghost" when it struck 12 am as sister birthday on 10.10.2009~ happy birthday to her! super good experience! super FUN! if u dare go try man! haha. pictures pictures and pictures! pictures say all the words then.

Angela(cousin) & sister

sister & I

The Prettiest "ghost"

The nice shot taken @ souviner shop by Yvonne!

Vampire! i want your blood!

Mr vampire!

The scariest!

Mr mummy! (he hides behind the tree & pop out)

The red emo girl!

The unexpected!

Dim Sum? yea` Selling steam EAR & EYES & HEAD!

Ah~~~~ he is grabing me!

The tram ride! Dare to try! scary~ haha

The red lady with a head!

Cousins! yea! =D

Angela & me!

The clown butcher!(run around chasing u with a knife)

The kind tin man with a heart dropping out!
he is fun~ =D

Yum yum?

its really been nice going out that night with cousins! however i miss the gathering for my oversea ITP BBQ @ west coast as it clashes. hope there is another outing real soon! miss them.

2009-10-07T02:45:00.010+10:00

After movie : Cloudy with a chance of meatball!

Love!

Watch the movie with my two dear! mei yin and xavier! went to woodlands to catch it but a pity not in 3D cause the shows was great! haha. so many food and so lovely! hehe! open mouth and there is food! yum yum! Recomand to watch this cartoon show in 3D!!!

Lantan/Moon cake Festival @ bukit batok!

His cute Teddy!!! cousin!

Pose!

CANDLES!!!

We all love "J"

Jie min , jian tong , jie ying

The love!

He love "J" ! jie ying. hehe :P

She love "J" !

Xavier! my dear's name!

LANTAN!

Grandma is up playing too!

The Acting cool grandpa

Brother & me!

Dear dEAr & me!

Sister ship!

Having fun!

Cute Grandpa!

there is no age limit in playing!

Girl Generation! haha!

Mummy & me!

Mummy & sister!

Candles RoW!!

sweet couple! grandpa & grandma!

Moon Cakes!!!

cookies and cream flavour

Chocolate Flavour

Have lots of fun that day saturday as we celebrate my 2nd fav festival, moon cake festival! have SWENSON 's ice cream moon cake! yum yum! hehe!

No age limit in playing where my cute grandparents join us in viewing the moon that night and playing CANDLES!! haha! so fun! we have fun @ bukit batok. at my cousin new house which was so beautiful! took photos with my young cousin and play around all night till 2 am!

My SEXY mother!

My mum is the HOTTEST mum in the world!!! wahaha!!!

SDZ! Dancing like you want to!

Group photo!!

Street jazz

Dance and Dance and dance!!! yea!

join SDZ this year and make many new friends. manage to got into audition of street jazz and here is my team! hehe. jia you! WAVES concert is in a month!!! counting down!!!!... Must work really hard! jia you everyone!!

going to rest le. so tired. after dancing again today. tomorrow, sian!!! FYP again! ah~~~~~~~~

good night everyone! hug!

oh yea!

happy 19th birthday to my darling evangeline chua!

best wishes! hug!

miss Rainbow ... ...

2009-09-28T02:25:00.010+10:00

SOCIAL Outing!

My "stupid" dear! haha :P

Son & father!

The 5 dollar treee we are sitting on!

Grp photo!

5 dollar Staford raffles! :P haha

The playing card!!

Advertisment of CHOCKY!!

The two flavour!

The VS of the Flavour!!

Confuse on which flavour to take?

Jy:Choose minE!

My: no! mine!

The battle of the flavour!

AmazeD by its SIZE!

The love!

My Funny dear!

the Cute little girl!

my Cool ah Boy!

the crazy dear!

Up in the Air! love is in the air!

Jump Jump & Jump!

The grp picnic!

FOODS!!!!yum yum!

Have fun during the social outing as i make new friends! though is so little of us but i know all of us have fun man! yea. lets all remember and keep our echo of UUUGGGGLLY UGLY UGLY DOOOLLLL there! haha you know i know! hehe!

Thanks to mei yin dear who plan this outing and the COOKS : leon and mei yin for the wonderful snacks!!! yum yum!!

Miss rainbow...

Shining out to play!

2009-09-26T02:48:00.004+10:00

1 YEAR 5 MONTHs!!!

dear dear & me!! muack!

25.09.2009! its our 1 year 5 month! haha.CELEBRATION!!
Went to our favourite japnese restarunt, ICHIBAN! yum yum! We eat alot of our fav food and Catch a movie : THE UGLY TRUTH! quite nice. watch with dear dear.so sweet.
then come back to my house and catch our fav TV drama Ming Zhong Zhu Ting Wo Ai Ni final episode!Super nice!
thought we have a small quarrel earlier on but is solved and i still enjoy my day!
i love me dear and hope there is more CELEBRATION with you.

The CUTE DOG : GIRL GIRL aka JI BAO BEI

Me & "girl girl"

mummy & "girl girl"

Brother & "girl girl "

This is girl girl aka ji bao bei. cause she is the type of dog similar to the show. haha! she is super cute! i love her so much! she is so guai and lovely! dont you think? but so sad so sad! that day is plan to bring the dog from dear dear house to my house for 1 night! however ,their parent contacted the owner and bring her back in a sudden. girl girl only at my house for like 30 min. less than that ba. so so so sad. even because of that dear dear & me quarrel la. sad. till now. i still miss girl! alot. if possible. i still wish they can contact the owner and grant my wish of letting her stay at my house 1 night :( my wish!!!!

the very nice photo! sharing!

Miss Rainbow

2009-09-20T04:28:00.007+10:00

3 of us!

The cap issue! haha

The fun shoot!

Cassie & me

Dear & me!

Cassie, mei yin, me

Amazing by its SMOOTH!

Dining

Gan er zhi, daniel

dear dear & me!

The Wonderful birthday card!

Xavier& mei yin

Daniel & mei yin

Tony & mei yin

Jia Jun & mei yin

Nic & mei yin

Jonathan & mei yin

Me & mei yin

Group photo @ K BOX

Miss Mei Yin 19th BirThday!

Outing with Dear!

The Creation of Dear & me

Done By me!

Yum Yum! I 'm loving it!

The ULTIMAT chocolate fondue!

Dear dear & me!=)

First of all, last sunday (13.09) went to billy bomber with dear to have our tea break! haha. have fun with the food & its great!

Then yesterday (18.09), my Dear mei yin 19 th Birthday! We plan for her a suprise party at K BOX marina square and have lots of fun! singing and dancing! hehe :P with daniel,xavier,tony,jia jun, mei yin & me. Jonathan & nic went school after singing birthday song.

Then dinner at my fav la mian chinese restarunt! cassie rush down to join us for dinner and then lots of pictures time. haha

Then me xavier and birthday girl went Clubbing. haha. sudden decision but finally. haha. my first clubbing in this holiday and since dont know how many month. but however yesterday have no clubbing mood at all. and due to the sudden decision, we are totally dress down. with no dress, heels and make up. haha. but still have lots of fun dancing as i am with my two dear! hehe. love them! hug! then leave early for home at 2 something as plan.(doesnt want to stay till too late)

have lots of fun on that day! cool! hehe. hope mei yin dear enjoy her night!love her! muack and hug!

Miss Rainbow

Happniess & sorrow!

2009-09-12T04:48:00.003+10:00

Wow. After 2 days of chionging of dance for audition. i want my good rest for this weekend !
but still got fyp to do. sian. erm. haha. but still i looking forward to go out with my date. my dear!

Lets share the good news! i got into the audition for waves. Street jazz. when for 4 audition and fail 3. wow. i went girl hip hop, hip hop groove, locking and street jazz. and really thank god. i made it to at least one.Which is the one i wanted to get in most! got to work really hard and concentrate on this.

SP dance(SDZ) waves 14 is on nov 6. ticket will be at 15 dollar this year. slightly expensive. but its confirm worth the price. those who went last year should know! but this year i am involve. so i hope to have friends coming down to support. haha. my first dance performance as a dance member. excited and scared at the same time. anyway. got to work really hard.

Here are two video that i posted: taken during my self training session. very bad actually. there is more more more more improvement! jia you jie ying!

Enjoy the video! :P

signing off le. need to get my rest!

Miss rainBow...
shinning happily with the sun!

DancE DancE and DAncE!!

2009-09-09T02:03:00.002+10:00

BUSY with Dance.(this week!)

wish me luck man!! i want to go through audition and get into the dance i want and like!!! pray pray!!!!

miss rainbow

jia you!

2009-09-07T02:28:00.005+10:00

Dear Dear sick( laying on my brother's bed)
Dear Dear's back!

My poor Dear dear, xavier, Sick yesterday with high fever and cough laying on my brother bed feeling super cold. cover with 2 thick blanket.

Today went to visit him at his house and accompany him. Laying on the sofa no energy. heart pain! then accompany him to see a doctor and then have dinner with his parents. Ate at some chinese stall . have a bowl of dumpling soup noodle that i have crave for the whole day! find it nice but dear dear dont like. so i finished for him his dumpling. End up i ATE 5! yum yum. haha.

Then went to visit some " chinese master"at a house where they help to heal internal pain. Like example when you spring your angles etc. then he help dear dear heal his back ach problem. so SCARY la. he poke needle in his back and it bleed. dear dear show his painfulness in his face which make me so painful in my heart! and his back now is like that(pic) sayang sayang.

then his parent and him want the master to attend to me as well. so scary la. he twist my head like dont know how. can hear the bone creak crack sound. but some experience! haha. lucky still not that bad. if not i will cry out loud i think.

It always end with me not wanting to leave dear dear as i always miss him after we a part. and i have to wait till thursday to see him again! for dinner. we have our own things in life. he is busy with work and FYP. Me? busy with upcoming dance training and FYP as well!

FYP sux! oppz. but i know all agrees! haha:P

all the best! jia you everyone!

Hope dear dear recover soon! hug hug!

Miss Rainbow

Today's happening!

2009-09-06T03:13:00.003+10:00

Today plan was not as plan. Suppose to go out but turn out dear dear was sick. Having high fever @38.8. his body is really hot! scared me and make me worried. And miss Chin yan's birthday party. really sorry and wish her happy birthday!

Miss SDZ,"missed" their chalet! have not been dancing for long. miss alot of updates. i feel sorry for myself. i just think i am not part of the dance club. nobody remember or know i am part of them. sad. i am scared! :(

Dear and i had our quarral for the month and everything was fine again. hug hug. wish my dear recover soon!

take care everybody! health is important!
drink more water and rest early.
going rest le. sleep tight! tomorrow going to find dear dear again. :)

miss rainbow

Cookies DaY!

2009-09-05T03:00:00.000+10:00

I AM BACK!
i am back in my rainbow blog.A fresh new look!(as promise long ago) And more updates coming along, so pls stay tune ! =)
Ding Dong Bell. haha. (photo shoot day on 1/9)
took lots of photo. all still with alvin and fiona. haha

Cookies DAy!

Went to my sec best friend house, evangeline, to bake cookies. chocolate cookies! yumyum!

Evangeline

All done with cookies in our hand!

Shaping & cutting of cookies! (before)

The sharp edges stars above turn out to be flowers. haha (after)

Took photo/neo print with dear dear!( 28/8)

ah!!! been sick for the past few days. down with cough and bad flu. now still having bad cough, which make me cough non stop.RAWR! miss the class clubbing on wednesday! so SAD!!! ah. wanted to club so long ago! miss all the fun! i want to PARTY!! ah!

tomorrow going out with dear. happy and looking forward. going to have my beauty sleep! good night!

more updates soon!

Miss Rainbow

2009-08-03T02:18:00.000+10:00

Posting posting!!!!!!!

been down recently. things doesnt goes very well..

loads loads and loads.

FYP and tutorial non stop. work load is killing me.

last week got a fight with dear dear. lucky is over! thanks for all the concern to all my friends.

the last day of the week, sunday. been to east coast park and have a family day! took lots of pics. but all for gems. theme: family! hehe

tomorrow a brand new week! looking forward to everything smoothly!!!!

jia you jie ying!

may the rainbow reappear!

2009-07-26T22:22:00.000+10:00

i am very broke.... no one will expect how broke i am. nobody cares much for me. only true friends does. but there is only that little. less than my fingers! the rest are just acting in front of me. why give favourism ti the rest! i dont like you all!
work come to me. no work say bye bye!!!!!!

the rainbow that hates shining at this people!

2009-03-31T21:41:00.000+10:00

Day 1 at australia

2009-03-10T20:33:00.000+10:00

Dinner at Changi airport on 7 feb

my cute brother eating yummy lai mian!

mei yin dear!

mei yin dear!

Dominic the macho pal!

my darling cute?haha

evelyn!

xavier dear.

family. dad not there cause working =(

best pals! where is that derran!

yea! we rox!

mummy and sister!

dear mei mei

yum yum! crystal jade

dalring dear and me

dinner at crystal jade(changi airport t3)

Suprise Farewell party on 6 feb

mei yin dear

joey daughter

i lovely present & notes by them!

SUSHI!!

Dear and i!

Singapore Flyer Trip on 5 feb

dear and me!

nice?

super nice!

haha!

yea!

Australia trip day 1-3 coming up soon. beware to catch my blog!

love and miss every singapore 's friend!

hug. muacks! mei yin! i love you!(pls online often)

Jie Ying Returns!

2008-11-27T01:54:00.000+10:00

M3 Timthony

F2 xue ying

Miss SP0809

Mr SP0809!

M4 Richard and me!

Dearest xavier! M? haha!

DPFM/2A/22 support!

BEst friend support!

Edmond M2 and me!

Family support!

wow. so ling since i updated my blog. bet no one will check on my blog le since was so long le. didnt have this habit on blogging yet!

i last lost my update. wow BEFORE i go for my holiday. and now holiday is over the new term is coming to an end as well. erm. ok back to main point. my holiday actually turn out fun. poly forum was much better than i expected. meet many nice lovly new friends. however it was sad that it is hard to keep in touch. anyway its good that we use to share sweet moment together!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!! ipoh trip was super fun as well.. try out many new things and challage myself out! super cool.. spend my 5th month romantic at malaysia as well. special!

Recent update!

MMSP!!!

my event is over!!! wow. after 4-5 month of prepration!!! super long and tiring. but is all worth as i exchange with many new skill, experience, people and mistake.

though its over but still have lots of things to settle. super tiring still..

but in all.. i felt really glad to have my team with me fighting down the road. i really dont know how to thank them but i hope they can feel it and find it fun going this long run with me and the rest! same goes with my helper who give up enjoying fun and stay on to help! a BIG THANK YOU!!!!

its 7 th month pass le!hope it stay long and long! next week is my special person event. planning. headach!

next week exam le! ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haven study.. alot of tutorial haven do! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........................

so so so many things!

jia you jie ying!

look far!!! study hard and enjoy later!!!!

update soon again!!!!

love everybody!

some mmsp photo!

enjoy!

take care!

2008-08-29T03:43:00.000+10:00

wahaha!!! updates again!

yea! Exam is finally over for me!!

CHEERS!

and holiday is here!

happy holiday to all!

conclusion for my exam!

haha.. very confident to say i will pass all!

haha..work hard for it whether iszzit hard enough depends whether a A grade is shown. haha :P

though exam is over, holiday is here. it also means all event for me is here.

first thing after my exam MMSP trouble came to me. sian. got to get back to MMSP preparation le!

meeting meeting meeting..

jia you jia you..

just glad and feel lucky i am not working alone. i got my vice chair and committee!

lets fight together :D jia you everyone!

tomorrow teacher day celebration.

going to sec school to visit friends and teacher!

quite excited.however alot of ppl seem to be not going.

sad.

hope to see more ppl tomorrow. haha

when to eat "just noodle" today. its a shop name.

they sell jap and korea food!! nice!

most imptly: free flow of drinks and ice cream! super worth! haha:P

i even cheated! i didnt order a set meal yet i got free flow of ice cream and drinks!

shhh...

haha:P

its a short celebration with my classmates today to out for dinner.. just a few of us!

erm. then when to see IT fair.. cause guys yea.. u know. haha

sian many ppl.. i hate it actually.. cause i also no money to buy and i am not really in need of anything only external harddisk but i also no $$ to buy. so go there only entertain them. haha.. got alot of sexy mei mei. that is partof the reason guys are there! :$

erm..

going to rest le..

ppl out there.. whoever still having last paper!

jia you!! mug hard@!

for the rest.. happy holidays!

enjoy life to the fullest@!!

take care!

2008-08-27T02:23:00.000+10:00

YO yO Yo!!!
jie ying in the house again!
haha.. updates updates!
erm. suddenly got the earge to change myself.. in the way i look ba. hairstyle and DRESSING!!!
erm.. may want to try something new.. MAY only.. haha.
haiz. tired in life.stil having exam. down with one last paper where most of my friends have actually finish theirs. sian.. super sian! finally got the feeling of being left behind of finishing exam last.. not nice. erm.counting down for the paper. 28 aug thursday 4 pm.
erm..plan plan plan after exam. enjoy myself before i cant :(
super sian ba.. whenever i think that i got alot of things in the holiday.. really really sian leh..
MMSP,5 camps-poly forum..super sian 2 week gone,union LTC 1 weekend gone. SAA ltc 1 week gone, ice camp 1 week gone,archery chalet another week gone.. so so sian.. actually some i really look forward to go.. but because i have got too many things.. that why very sian liao.. actually.. shhh.. most sian one is my forum.. 2 week.. and really dont know do what.. haiz...
i just wish i got time to let myslef enjoy...
oh yea.. still got driving.. having FTT soon on 15 sept. haven study.. hope to get my lience very soon. also dont know why. but no time to go for driving i think sian..
got the midset of going to do some work too.. but again.. NO TIME!!!
ngui jie ying always have no time..
forever and ever a busy lady..
erm.. we see how again..

very long never train liao..really scared.. scared cant pull.. then got another problem liao. archery.. go go go! jie ying go go go!!

want to change things.. myself and something around me.. erm... i want to change my blog skin.. ahhhhhhh!!! need help from me dear. haha :P
ok.,maybe going for a hair cut tomorrow le ba.:P
see ya ppl//
enjoy your holiday and dont end up like me..
good luck to those still mugging like me! haha:P
jia you jia you in life and live to the fullest! yea!

the raindow is there to celebrates!:D

2008-08-19T02:40:00.000+10:00

Wow.. it seem like its a month and more since i last update my blog.
i must have really diappoint alot of my blog fans. lol.
erm. i shall update on life recently, since i have i have lost track on blog for so long.
i actually miss out updating my stay at genting diring the term holidays and my birthday celebration and many more i guess..
continue from my last blog. i actually was talking about my birthday wishes. and most of it really came true!haha. thanks people for making my birthday so meaningful evey year.and with someone too making this year even more special for me :)
talking about my birthday was really special this year. 3 celebration 3 cakes.. haha
that was really alot. hehe..
enjoy every moment of celebration. to check out for photos u can go my friendster!:)

back to recent updates.
exam period now..
i am tired.. exams and test..
i finish 4 ICA test last week.. so so tired.
3 more paper down to go.
account paper on coming wed..
my dream paper to score a A. hope i can do it..:P
still have time to update my blog while actually i need to finish doing my tutorial:P
exam period now for every one.. so please do take care of yourself and drink up!
all the best and jia you everybody...
lets enjoy after exam..

erm. taking about after exam.. haiz.. my sept holiday is really book.. not by ITP but CAMPS!!!
ah... so sad in a way.. first week free a bit.. but must get MMSP in task.. second and third week poly forum.4th week union LTC and SAC LTC. 5th week archery chalet and ice camp. diving lesson and MMSP.. all pack... so scared i tired.. haha... no time for myself.. sad :( and no time for friends:(

lets talk abit about archery here...
haiz.. sad and disappointing for myself.. have stop archery for a month or long... scared i cant cope back when return.. had actually call for a break myself last month.. because has been very hard to cope up with life last month...got MMSP, poly50 training and load and load from school project..trying to cope now..hopefully everything go smooth and i get back to my archery..
i really enjoy archery :( and i am really disappointing whenever i give up on my archery time for some other reason.... has lost updates and news from the school archery team. haiz.. i have put in so much effort and time to know them and just a month i lost contact again.. hope thing turn out well again.. alot of time is because political and reason which make things hard for everyone..
hope thing can go well better at club and hope i go in to start a new as a archer and in the club..
jia you jie ying.. u have your goal and set it right to achieve! :D everything motivate le!

ok.. leaving my comment to a end..
jia you everybody once again!
good luck!
see ya guys again! :P
hopefully with a brand new look in blog:P

with lots of love. jie ying

2008-06-25T01:50:00.000+10:00

happy brithday to my daughter today!!!

happy birthdAY!!!

hehe.. talking about my birthday coming.. haha

shh...

haha.. act only.

erm.. very very fan about how to celebrate my birthday.. very sad..

anybody can suggest ?

i always hope for my birthday to have alot of my friends to celebrate with me.

friends from my class, SPSU,archery and many many more..

ahhh...

but this year is on monday.. how sad can that be.. everyone need to go off early.

sunday maybe my alternative choice!

but still monday got school.. how long can ppl stay.

and worse my lesson till 6pm on monday.

i would always want to celebrate my birthday on the actual day.

not advance not belated.

but advance is forgiven.haha

means to say i like to blow cake on actual day.

haha. but my plan now sucks :(

hope mircal could happened!:D

its my 18th this year.. yea! really hope to be a enjoyable one!

my wishlist.. hehe

1.everybody be happy and healthy

2.love by everyone around me

3.slim down :P

4. every year birthday to be as special as this year.

5.something that can be wear on to check on the day and night?or anytime?.

6.something that can use to put something in

7.something that handle something costly

8.something i would want to get from my special ones(something that can be wear on 24/7 as just something to let everybody see)

9.anything that suits jie ying!

10.all my friends and family to be there to celebrate my birthday!

hehe..

haha.

take care eveyone..

may all my wishes come true

2008-06-14T03:29:00.000+10:00

updates!

time flies again. its coming to the last week of holiday.oh man.

projects and report not done. haha. dead!

how am i spending my last week of holiday?

basically i going off to genting. yea!

with my family! big family!means with relative!big grp of up to 20 ppl!

yea. got to be busy fun crazy and messy ba. haha

kid play! youngers shopping! adult GAMbLE!

haha. thats the idea.

off this coming sunday. back by wed afternoon i guss.

my brother birthday coming. which is on wed i think. we are at genting ba.

no idea what to get for him. but know he is very excited for his birthday celebration at genting!

sure have lots of update after i bk from genting.even more pictures. thats for sure!

k boxing on next thurs.after got bk from genting. looking forward to that also. :D

ok. bk to recent happening

ARCHERY:

going for NUS indoor shoot this sunday.

scared and excited.but no worries. i have no myself not to stress. cause is a experience! have a fun shoot! shooting in open! mean with national standard!wow. sacry! haha. i will try and do my best can le! :D

have not been able to train much. no strenght.

musecle cramp. went for little running at poly 50 training and shooting yesterday at PPCC.

hand pain. leg pain.

jie ying rather weak huh. haha

cause very long never train both well :P

school reopening soon. and means my big day is soon

i am really excited but sad!

cause no plan yet.

but i hope to have lot and lot anf lots of suprises!

i love suprises!

should i hold a BBQ again or chalet?

or nothing and wait for u all to plan for me. haha :P

but really sian is its fall on a monday!

who are willing to sacifise their time for me on monday!

no worries! is after MST week. haha:P

dream for something i had. and i mean almost all. haha.

see ya all soon. love ppl with me! love my dear.

today went out with ben,husband and my dear!

went to watch NARNIA!

nice! i must say!

haha:P

actually totally not interested!

but got pull by dear and ben, haha

no regretes at least :D

thanks.

really hope to catch up more time with my dear and friends on shopping and fun!

sleeping le.. lights off... stars are out! shine on bright!

take care everybody!

all are being think love and miss by me always!

2008-06-06T00:04:00.000+10:00

miss rainbow :

exam is over! HOliday is here.

my exam i did badly.really i mean.

though holiday is here. but there is still project training on for me.

there is no way i can feel i am on a holiday.

though i have always look forward to holidays.

but again. this is another disappointing holiday i going to have.

how sad could that be.

have been rather EMO and SAD recently.

have been thinking alot.

thinking deeply and seriously alot alot!

everybody got their own stuff to do.

of course i have got mine, but .. haiz

anyway i have recently felt i have been throw out from a world i used to be in.

i am somehow being left out.being abandon!

perhase is because all my surrounding friend are together while i am..

out of their WORLD they are in le.

is kind of sad... thought i from the start i try to convience myself i wouldnt be left out

back to my real world i am in for myself.

trying hard to work for what i wanted.

my archery life.

trying hard. hope to achieve my goal one day! really i do.

hope me passion never die!

jieying strive hard! pls do!

emoing is bad..

but i have been doing it these few days.

where is my medicine to it?

erm. hope things/i can turn out fine soon.

scared. my mood swing week is soon to be here.

mood will swing double badly this month i guss.

FRIENDS and FAMILY!

beware!

haha..

this is the month of june.

and is always a month i will look forward to.

and i do.

just that this june i am rather lost on what to do?

sad.

but still my little wishes are all inside me!

alot alot!

hehe..

basically. i hope all my friends to be with me and my oldenburg family to have

a big reunion. that is something i will really look forward to !

and i wishlist is.....

1.....

2.....

3......

4.......

5.......

6........

7.......

...

haha.. never ending i suppose.. no la.. just joking! do have something in mind!

hehe..

update again soon..

time for me to emo! bye..

miss emo for the week!

2008-05-21T00:54:00.001+10:00

hello there!!!

i am finally back to update my blog!!

welcome me back. continue to tag me. lol! :P

firstly, i seriously have no idea where to start on le.

thus, i shall just update me recent issue.

alot things have happened around me. expected or unpexpected? things has just happened!

let me talk about yesterday ba!

its 19/5/08 yesterday. its all GL couples 2 month anniversary!!!

yea! "husband husband". we are "married" for 2 month with 20 children.

thanks for being with me..

alright. yesterday went out with my "husband"-xavier and my dear- mei yin! yea.. had lots of fun.. firstly we went to BEn and jerry! ai ya.. forget to take pic.. never mind. there is always next time right?we were too excited that we kept on eating the ice cream. haha.btw. that was my husband treat. haha. thanks dear! hehe.then we went on shopping for clothes. COTTON ON!

haha. spend i think min 1 hour something there ba. trying and trying. have fun! haha. all 3 of us bought clothes. WOW! haha.changing each of our taste in fashion. actually only the two of them. haha.. i still goes on with my STYLE> haha.

then we went bugis. all three of us have porridge for dinner.. it was super hot yesterday. and the coffee shop was so hot. we are so HOT! haha. them went on shopping at bugis street. my dear bought the bag which took her quite long to decide. but is nice. haha. finally we take train home. and without forgeting. i force them to TAkE PHOTO. wahaha... u can see.. a few only la. haha..

exam is round my corner. super stress.. haven start on anything. lets hope things went well this week.

this week end archery competiton. jia you jie ying! jyjy! :D

try my best can le. dont stress myself too much. have not been training. so result sure .. haiz.. :P

shall update real soon again i hope. earliest should be after exam ba!

good luck to all my friends! lets work together!

oh yea.. one last impt thing. i felt really sad for china.. really hope everyone of us can do something.. lets pray for a min .. pray deeply. hope everything turns out really fine soon. all the people are really poor thing. they lost their home, thier kins and their life... struggle to survives. jia you! felt so sad for them.. as the rainbow girl. i hope to share some of my sunshine to them! let all hope that their/all rainbow shows out soon!

i'm being love!

gL 08/09 rox!

my husband~[T]artarus roX!

oldenburg rox!

2008-03-07T01:31:00.000+10:00

After loNG loNG and hard time descision....

i have finally decided aND put myself quite ready for the coming competition.. SP open..

at first make me doesnt want to go is beacuse...

sick.. haven fully recover..( scared body cant take it)

scared of competition.. in aother way i believe is scared of losing badly..

too excited.. too scared... nervous...

BUT NOW...

had told myself...

not giving myself much stress...

shooting for fun...

treat this time as a experience for me..

though i keeping telling ppl and myself that i have quite a number of experience le.. but..

this time is a competition so long ever since i go for one.. and also the FIRST competition of recuvre.. which is first time using my metal bow in competition.. really hope i can did it by not giving myself too much stress....

though i really hope MIRACAL could happened....

lets prey can liao lor... hehe... hope everything go smoothly can liao..

want to say a big thank you to those who give me concern.. thanks timo!

so touched.. :D

DEAR.. sUper touched... thanks!!

muack muack...

thanks dear for your SUPER sUPER sweet card.. and of course the information inside!!

super nice.... so sweet.. thanks X1000000000000.......

take care dear ok...

Take CAre EveRyBody!! competition this SAturday..

jia you jia you everyone...

oh yea.. i want to thanks captain and arhcers ....

thanks for supporting my decision..

thank you!!

2008-03-06T01:12:00.000+10:00

here to update my blog again!!
haiz.. have been sick the past few days.. from sunday...
cause saturday training got caught in thr rain the whole day..
IN ADDITION!!!
i ate too heaty food.....

i ate DUrian, and mac!! oh my god..
so down with fever cough flu on sunday mon tue and wed.. today no more fever le... feeling a bit better...
but my coughing.. can kill me man,...... going to vomit blood out soon...
ate finish all my medicine le... have recover... the doctor not good enough i think.. haha..
to me this blog is some how impt.. not just sharing my thought but passing some message to somebody also..
no offence to anybody...

Firstly.. i like to thank all GLs, GLTs and friends that give me your concern while i was sick.. your concern is sweet...

evan.. my best friend... thanks... u too take care.. ok!! hope to see ya soon. miss ya..
erm.. kor.. sorry... i didnt manage to pei u... miss ya too.. hope i can go find u soon.. go your house u cook for me ok.. haha... :P take care..

to my dear... i am sorry dear that if i had been giving u some cold shoulder or my temper..
when i was sick.. u are kind to give me your concern too,...
however i want to tell u is...
i have no time ANd TOTALLY no MOOD for jokes... furthermore i am sick that day.. and u still can joke with me..
sorry.. maybe u are trying to be nice to cheer me up.. but i am sorry.. i cant take joke.. not just that time.. not just when i sick.. i really cannot really take joke.. i am nice to share with u alot of things.. but i hope u dont make fun of it.. i am actually very unhappy sometime.. but just wait that u could stop it yourself.. am example... dont make fun of my nick name again.. cant u just call me jieying.... hope my tone here dont lead to any misunderstanding.. anything sorry sorry ok.. just trying to tell u..
erm... stop calling me like huang shang or ETC.... u understand right.. thanks... sorry dear...but i still always love u..
just want to tell ppl out there as well... I CANT TAKE JOKe... so becareful when playing with me...
archery now..
was touched to know that u all care about me.. thanks to all again..
captain.. thanks.. just want to say u are a good and thoughtful captain...
team mates.. thank you for your understanding...
love u all..
my felloew year 1archers... hope we all can be more bonded.. u all are fun and nice ppl... dont catch a cold and take care of yourself... dont ever end up like me.. ok :D
still dont know whether can go SP open.. cause now addition problem.. which is i sick.. and haven recoever.. dont know if my body could take it! anyway.. shooting tomorrow.. see if can anot.. if cannot then wouldnt go...

haiz.. i actually very stress... in the way that i am nusy over archery and union.. union i got enrollment and GLs training... that is .. haiz.. sometime i felt that i should go training instead.. cause competition is impt to me.. haiz.. not saying that GL training is not impt.. but.. haiz.. STRESS~ GL... enrollment coming.. still feel i am not bonded with my fellow GLs.. maybe i am jealous with some of them ba.. haiz.. felt i am the most useless, stupid, fattest,uglyess GL in there.. :(

alright.. i stop here then.. good night ppl.. rest well and drink up drink up.. take good care of yourself!!!

2008-03-02T00:45:00.000+10:00

Erm... has been really super busy recently...

busy with GL training,enrollment stuff, taekwondo training, giving tuition job and last but not least my ARCHERY! Actually the coming week will be even more busy for me.. i hope i can hang on through.. got SPppp next week for archery.. dont know what it stand for but something to do with teaching ppl archery... did all these b4 with coach ast time.. but i got pay.. haha.. but this time doing for club... SP archery Club...

anyway.. talking about my fav Achery..

haiz.. things wasnt that good today..

firstly, the night b4. slept late.. went to bed at 1.30am.. but can get to sleep.. had a bad night.. unitil very very late.. like 3 then fall asleep... then headach in morning.. raining in morning.. is a nice weather to sleep.. however is abit cold also.. anyway wake up at 7.45am then went off to archery.. was not late.. reach there at 9.15am.. maybe raining.. so alot came late.. but come early also no use.. haha.. cause raining.. then must wait till the rain stop...
my dear.. sleeping at home!! so good right.. haha
ai ya.. she also dont feel good.. headach.. sayayng... i also.. then who sayang me?
haha
in the end, rain never really stop.. carry on shooting.. so got caught in the rain the whole day..
morning wake up.. never eat anything.... then b4 the trial start around 11.. get hungry.. wuickly grab a bun to eat... then started shooting 50 M.. 80 cm face...
WA.. score like sux.. haha.. but lucky only trail.. haha.. got ONLY 110.. my worse record in my shooting.. haha.. then after that went lunch break.. didnt eat..cause full liao... then cause bet with uncle james about our score.. i win.. haha.. no pride winnign a cup of drink.. cause we bet whoes the lowest will get treat.. LOL right.. haha.. then carry on Second round of 30 M 80 cm face again... then nevEr EAt liao.. all the way unitil 8 something.. super hungry.. went home eat left over food from yesterday.. thats all..

shoot badly again for 30M.. haha.. form totally gone case today.. haha.. then got 215.. add together all is 325.. O.o lowerst in all recurve archers today.. wow.. break records.. haha.. trials only.. really hope competition wouldnt turn up like this.. pls.. haha...
actually really dont want to go for SP open competition... but cause no choice.. being send by hafiz. our team captain.. haiz.. next week can see me _ _ _ liao.. haiz.. :(
now throat pain.. coughing... hope i dont fall sick.. going to rest now.. to get enough sleep!!
night.. rest well my freinds!!

2008-03-01T01:52:00.000+10:00

WA.... today is special day... THE leap years.... 4 year once.. is 29/02/2008...

wishes all ppl in this say a happy happy birthday!!!!

erm.. just want to update abit here.. today super tired... after meeting went out with our gang.. but didnt join for dinner.. really sorry.. cause super tired...

we took neo prints.. have fun.. though its short..

2008-01-31T02:45:00.000+10:00

kee tee and me!
evan dear and me!
us again!
3 of us together!!

Yo YO Yo!!!!!!! i so ExcitEd craZy happy sAd And very emotional now!!!

really crazy!! alot in mind to say!!!

firstly let me update on today's event!!

Super HAppy Man!! i met up with two of my secondary friends!!! not just normal friends but one good and one super best friend... my best friend evan in secondary school...

haha talking about that.. never to forget my primary school best friend biru!!and poly best friend MEIYIN!!so glad i have u all!!! muack to all of u.. and to all my friends out there!!

we went for dinner then shop!!!!play some arcade and of course take photo!! though its just a short day but i and we really had lots of fun!!! being happy is the best thing in the world!!!

and

Then i rash back to watch my show!!!! coffEe Prince!!!

omg.. today last episode ok!! i am so crazy about this show.. i think its nice.. haha..

over le.. sad... but going to watch again if got time.. wahaha...hanjie so handsome and cute... encai also!! ahhhh!! haha

ok back to real life!!

From ARchery.....

Tell u all what..omg.. i never shoot for 2 week le.. i hope my worse fear doesnt happened!! which is i dont know how to shoot liao.. no no no.. i should say i later cannot pull my bow.... ahhh!!!!

thats about it ba.. this saturday got training.. die die must go...

From love....

haha.. nothing much also.. haha.. only got eye candy...or else other stay as normal.. who i like who i dont like.. haha..no la.. got nobody i dont like la.. haha... after watching coffee prince feel like falling in love again man.. i mean relationship.. haha.. love sick... no la.. not so serious yet.. haha.. lets everything decides by FATE.. wahaha.... valentine coming.. anyone want to date me??.. wahaha.. sound so despo.. haha..got some plan in mind le la.. haha.. i go date ppl lor..haha.. date all my friends who is single like me.. haha :P

from studies...

now is HOLIDAY....yea man... lets enjoy.. exam over le... waiting for my dear to finish her exam.. most of my friend finish le... chinese new year coming.. omg....so so so so excited... i LOVE chinese new year... not because ang bao only.. but alot more other thing... love the atmosphere!! wahah...... holiday.. really hope to go for a tripwith family or friends... haha.. want to go play.. really bored!! actually can be quite busy.. busy with part time job... tuition teacher.. what a joke right.. haha.. but really busy.. then really feel like hanging out with friends..... my dear...meiyin... have outing pls!!! and with secondary school friends again... now adding in more ppl this time.... planning in progress!!wahaha.. so excited.... go to main point...exam result will only out next month... over view... i did badly i think... i estimate my GPA lower than 2.5 this time!!! ahhh.. dont need to U liao!! sad... hope everything turn out fine... but cant blame also.. cause never study hard enough this time.. worse till sick for the last paper... most IMPT paper somemore... ai yo... haiz.. is over.. look forward.. yea!! and one more thing... o lvl result for 2007... i retake english.. and this time.... yea.. i PASS... c6 only la.. but better than fail... not aggrgate score better le.. haha.. by 1.. haha... better than nothing man!! yea..

From family..

haiz.. i purposely leave this to the last part la.. haiz.. dont know how to say man... its been a few month since i heard them having fight again... not as serious but still bad... ever since last year... where the serious fight.. about that issue!! my parents have neverbeen good.. my mummy.. never the same.. treat my dad like enemy... look good outside but not inside... haiz... my mum will most of the time nag my dad... until my dad also play along le.. haiz... my mum keep asking us to have mental prepare... i really dont knoe.. so sad... this few nights.. cant sleep well... heard them qurral very loud... either morning or night... i will sit outside their door to listen.. cant do much..read my best friend evan blog... same situation... sad for her.. sad for myself... why like that... man in the world...cant u all treat women better... china women who snatch away ppl family.. why are u all such a bitch ... go die la..i really hate u all... u broke ppl happy family.. but not all to blame... my dad are at fault too i think.... so hua xin for what.. just to have that night fun and lost a happy family... not worth it... sob sob... :'(

mum dad.... pls... stop fighting.....

MY THOUGHTS...

haven been updating since a brand new year.. its 2008 now.. hope is still not late to say my new year wishes and my summary of 2007...

2007...

its the past... lets everything pass and learn from every single mistake...

2008...

in archery= look forward to competition and new challange and new self..

in studies= never less than anything.. always best

in love= someone to love me.. haha

in myself= slim down.. haha :P

lastly,in family= a happily ever family... mum dad never apart!!

i hope to change my blog skin real soon man.. i promise this time i will change... wahaha... see ya !!take care..

Miss Rainbow here

wishes all....

happy chinese new year!!!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai.....

Shen Ti Jian Kang..

Tian Tian Kai Xin :D

let the rainbow Shine!!!!

2007-12-30T03:45:00.000+10:00

Boo!!!
i AM HeRe aGain.. haha
lets See.. for THis UpdATe.. i AM sorry to Say i Dont inTend to continue From my Last post..
HowevEr i will do it some other days!
today'S UpdATe will be about my ARchery WorLd!
yo!
Today We had TRials..
Which is considEr one of My firST forMal TRials i have wiTHin SP archers..
And WE haD a Special Event for Today Training.. pot Luck... Cool..
haha..
dont know what Happened to Me today.. REAlly like WAtER girL..
HAd Been non Stop DRink Water/Drinks Yet still vERy thirsty..THus i DRink alot till i full..
Till i only eat a bit During my Pot luck.. haha.. linking AGain.. i Got 2 free meals today.. haha.. lunch and dinner.. :P Lunch pot luck and dinner my DEAr CLassmate marie birTHday party.. haha.. thAnks.. anyway where WeRE i? bAck to the Story..

oh yea .. about my Trials Today.. Erm.. not too bad la..
slightLY ovEr my own expectation..
but i Am GreeDy..
i THink i REally CAn do much much moRe bettEr then This.. i hope i AM not ovEr confident herE..
AnYway i Shoot 'C' Class today.. firSt time.. C class with a Distance of 50 M 1st Round, 30M 2nd round..
Though it is not the first time shooting 50M.. it is only the 2nd time.. haha
i nEVEr shoot or Say train 50 m in all my training.. only train 30 m always.. so for my 50m.. shock.. haha... a little pad on my own back..
i first sighter round never shoot b4 50m with new sight.. so ZIP 3 arrows out of 6 la.. 1 gone missing till the trails end..
tAlking about that... thanks all who help me find my arrows today.. and sorry too...
anway..
abit update on today's pot luck.. cause today got alot of senior were here.. so was suprise as i happened to see some familiar faces.. my ARchery friends i use to know when i shoot archery..
when we went for our thailand shoot.. that was how long ago?erm.. sec 3 till now.. 2 years nearly 3.... quite long.. didnt know he was a SP archer till today..haha..
and saw david.. my Sembawany cc archery friend.. hope u are doing well too.. haha.. these are some archery friends i know last time..

erm.. thats about today training updates..
i got something to add on.. i should say end my updates for today...

a brand new year is coming...
i really do look forward to next year arrival!
hope its a good year ahead for me and of course everyone too..
i look forward to next year brand new archery competition...
its since 2 years since i have never appear in any of the archery competition...
However..dont know is 2 year too long or what... a very very strong feeling of mine tell me i am not ready.. which was quite sad .... maybe is my expectation too high.. or maybe.. is because i am afraid of losing in the game (competition)....

part 1 updates!! to be continue...

2007-12-29T03:25:00.000+10:00

mr curry house.. may i take your order pls!
sCarY!!

yummy...
my archery world!!

us 3!! happily
watching 4D!!

Family!!
Does it look like it is snowing.. haha

hot mummy!

family dinner at mum birthday

hEy there EvERyBody!!! FINALLY here to update my BLog...

ERm.. REAlly really busy !!! even till now.. haha.. so i am miss busy!! hi here!

alot of my friends ask me to update.. so.. no matter what must find tie out to update a bit..

iszzit really a bit.. lets see then..

let me do a summary first.. haha.

i got alot to update actually...

1.mummy's birthday...

2. wang li hong 's concert

3.genting trip

4.CSSC christmas party 2007

5.appriation dinner SPSU 2007

i Bet there is still some.. just that i may really left out man! saded.. haha..

and one more thing.. i am someone who will take alot of pic.. however cause updating in blog really take a long time..so i will upload some only .. haha

firstly,

1.mummy's birthday

its my sweet mummy birthday on 9 dec..

FOr mum this years birthday.. is abit different..

abit only..

we blow cake.. no no.. is blow candles with the cake.. haha

on her chinese birthday...

then on her actually birthday.. mum went on for a dinner with my big family.. which is relative..so u will see a few different pic.. haha..

we enjoy our meal and mum have fun i hope!!

mum! u always look so pretty and hot.. didnt u see her pic..my mum is very 'in' one ok! haha..in fashion i mean!

2.wang li hong concert..

for this..acrually nothing much... just that that day really make us crazy.. not because the song.. is finding the venue man! we were late for the concert.. anyway the concert was free cause i bought my phone and got it free.. haha.. btw.. u change my phone.. but no. remain.. haha.. so dont worry... nice phone.. i love it.. all thanks to mummy.. my christmas present... love ya mum.. so that day my mum and i went to watch the concert.. and guess who we saw... felicia... chen fengling... she was just sitting in front of me during the concert... she was very high during the concert... so we took pic with her.. she is really pretty !! and also polite...good!

3.gEnting Trip...

omg.. i tell u... we took super lots of photo in genting.. is a pity i cant upload them all.. but i will try to up load more ... erm... this wasnt the first time i went genting.. however.. it is very long since i went there... last went was when i super young.. so no impression at all... haha.. so like first time going.. haha.. went with my whole family and cousin and aunt.

nice experience..have lots of fun... we buy ticket for theme park for 2 days... play until crazy and tired,,, but actually sian.. cause 2 day raining non stop.. sian right,, what is worse is that the last day .. went we leaving... sunny day.. bad luck lor.. haiz..

nothing much to descride... u see pic and imagin yourself...ai ya... go genting..can do what... play eat shop.... adult... gamble lor..

stop here first..

to be continue... stay tune.. wahaha :P the photo there are more ... genting one only upload some for 1st day only.. more to come.. haha

CutE Cousin Roy aNd ME

PrettY AngeLA cousin!
Tall COusin En jia!
FeLicia !! she is preTty!!
MuMmy ANd fElicia

2007-11-27T11:19:00.000+10:00

Miss tirEd insteaD of Miss rainbow is HERE!!!

i FeEling Sian And QuiTE UpSeT..
not surE why upSet..
just dont Feel good.. Cant Laugh or Smile wiTH aN happy heaRT!!

Looking THRough My blog.. i rEAlly Hope to change My bloG skin.. i wAnt to be proud of My BLog..
hoWeVEr i haVe no Time And i Need SOme hELp in Doing it CAuse i Am a IT idoit!

Studies wAs bad... MST result was all avErAge... but i AM still not Working hard...
had aLways been LAte for evERy single lesson this SEm....
Not listeninG to Class... Tutorial owe is As High as a mountain!...

not Been trEAting my FRiendS vert WEll theSe few dAys..
i negeclted My DeAR... Sorry dEar... i know u aRe under a lot of StRess yet i Am Still not here for you!sayang sayang

sorry to some friends ... if i happened to ignored or didnt sound very nice...
But i want to make something clear here!!!!!!
you all can have fun.. however dont go overboard!!!!!
even my dear i also cant forgive...
NEVER MAKE FUN OF MY NAME!!! (you all know what i mean)
i am very serious about it!
PUT YOURSELF IN OTHER PEOPLE SHOES!

i had been doing or helping mum do housework these few week... i think she going to scold me really soon.... but cause i happened to have alot of activite during weekends... so sorry..

My wish for the time being is that everybody.. i mean my friends around me to be free and release from whatever work load or stress they have...
of course also myself...
and i got a small wish myself...
i Want to watch Movie!!!!
Watch wiTH some pEople.. haha
haiz.. erm...

oh yea.. still got my tRaining..
erm.. i think i shoot quite ok on last saturday.. and i was actually very happy..
however i shoot like shit the next day.. sunday
dont know iszzit i tired.... i hope it is... but that may just be an excuse for myself...
jia you jie ying.. JYJY!!!

2007-11-23T02:13:00.000+10:00

Miss f3
ChairLaDY!!
miss f4

AH!!!
We want to FLy.. haha:P
CheeSE
Bush!!

Mr M4.. MatthEW
mrM3.. William
Miss F2.. xui ping
Mr M2..wilson
mr M1... Andy

miss F1..Anni

DEar And mE

F5 contestant..

DErrAn And ME!

Muhaha... Miss rAinBow is herE again...

Today WAs QuiTE Moody And Sian... HAve 2 Hour Lesson THen i free Le.. Went to ARchery CLub To rEPaiR and ArrowS tHen weNt on To go wiTH ThE MMSP finAList TO GO for tHEir Photo Shot!

btw.. MMSP stAnd for Mr & miss SingApore poly.

WE WEnt QuiTe faR,, Dont know WheRe also.. But tHen on the wAy i WAs WAlking Alone.. not THinking of anyThing.. Maybe Tired ba... dEar.. sorry For not abLe to EntERtain u Just now..

wHen We REach the studio.. aLl thE finalist was busy with make up and stuff while dear and i was there watching them..

we took lots and lots of pic...They all veRy PrEttY Lor... haha.. sian..

didnt manage to upload all the pic.. these are some of the pic...

everything end at 11pm la!! and there we are taking a cab home.. even more sian and tired.. until so so so late!!!!

then here i am updating my blog at this time...

erm.. mr vampire! dont sian le la.. haha..knew u will be reading my blog.. haha( cause i ask u to):P

Ending heRE.. Resting soon... nite friends!!

The RainBow Colour Today : BLUE!

2007-11-20T02:22:00.000+10:00

Boo.. heRE to UPDaTE again...
ERm.. Nothing Much.. sAMe.. just THaT CurrEnTLY THeSe feW Week got aLot of WoRk to CHiong!!
fRom Studies...
Alot ALot tuToriaL still Owe TEAcher..
Got bAck 2 OUt of 3 PaPEr for MST.. BotH did noT bAd.. bUT CAn be Much Much moRE BEttER!! jia YOu!
fRom archeRy...
Look At My DReAm bow.. So niCE Right.. i WANtED ALl Blue Man.. but in ThE eNd i Bought aLL sliVEr.. haha.. nevEr mind.. sHoot WeLL BettEr.. tHan got $$.. haha.. What Am i THinking..
Got my NeW SF CarBon Sight lasT tuESdAy...
reAlly find it nice.. but ThE pricE EVen nicer... SCaRY.. haha
SATurDay Shooting WASnt that good At firST.. but in tHE end not bad la.. MEans CAn find BACk th e Form a Bit.. TueSday shoot aT PpCc WaS BAd.. tHEn coach Not VERY happy...
i Too supER unhAppy..
from LovE...
haha...i M Just so Stupid.. noThing to write THen write THis.. nothiNG to UpDAte about currently.. cAuse SingLe.. haha
:P
from FAmily..
Living HAppily eVEr AFtER...
from My DEAR!!(Mei yin)
Went wiTH her to juRong Point One dAY LAsT WEek.. she WAnted To buy YOu tiao To Eat.. so i TReAT hER.. then i BoughT BubbLe teA.. wiTH tHAT very cutE cOvEr.. haha... we wAlk aRound thEn wENt Home..
we BOTH hAD bEen busy With MMSp... esPeCIAlly hER.. dEAR.. jiay YOu..
tAke caRe.. dont StrEss,,, see.. i Console u le.. Wahaha..
LovE ya.. jia you jia you!!

i sTop HerE for tHE time being.. look forWarD to my upDAte on My Trip to MaLaysia laSt sundAy18/11/07//haha.. :P
THis i
s My dREam bow!!in FACt the whole SET.. BLUE ROX!!
BuBbLe teA.. So cutE...LittLE dEVIL..muahahah..
DeAr And Me Shopping At JuRong poiNt...
This is a suPer and cutE DoG!!
MY BoW!!! Cool??

2007-11-11T04:23:00.000+10:00

ARchery UpDATE For TodaY!!!SP ARChery ROX!

Haha... TOday is Archery AGM(Aunnal Gerneral Meeting).. Many aRchery aTtEnded and so do i.... we took Pic and the AGM make me abit more about the club..anway.. talking about taking pic.. SJ was with her camera again.. haha... taking shots of me and others... wahaha.. lucky i bought my camera too... camera fight again.. haha.. found her very interesting and cute :D
btw, Sj, thanks for helping me see my form today.. hafiz captain too! :D
During TRAininG today wAs Fun tOday too... Tiring aGain... During my FirSt FEW ends... my EyeS Could beaRLy open La!!
Today is my DEAr firsT Training... i Hope shE enjoy hERsELf Man.. hopE to sEe her Shoot More and imprOve so in the FurTuRE we wIll go CompetitioN toGEThER!!!
i Got abit STrEss For My SHootiNg.. not Been Shooting WEll..... STRESs....chao yi..sEe la.. u shoot so WEll make me stress,, haha.. But nevEr AM i Going to GivE up... i would wAnt to train Back tHe jieying is usE to be...Wahaha... Dont be ArrAgon Jieying...!!!
AfteR Training WE WEnt To causEWay.. on thE wAy in train Took a FeW pic!
Me.DEAr.Camilla & anTHony wENt to cAuseWAy Point tO HaVe our dinnER!!
Merlyn Went home..
firsT we WEnt to the Night MArKeT outSIde... Each of us BoughT Something And was munching aWay.. haha.. tHEn Went to THE CRoweD food CourT And HaVe our ProPer DinnER..
haVe ChAtting THen WEnt to haVe SwEEt tAlk.. haha.. Dont know what on EArth today... vERY thing we Q up Will GET CUT Q.. haha. With our SWEEt tALk.. WE WAlk aRound THe Mall aNd EndED aT POPULAR...
WE staY TheRE For at LeASt 30 Min or More i BeLievEd!! haha
What havE WE been doing?
reading book la.. wahaha
mr anthony happened to read a something like feng shui book.. is PaLm reading thingy...
we thought it was so interesting and each of us started grabbing one book and read and COMPARE each others palm... wahaha
so funny as we laugh and found interesting fact. just that short time there make us find out more about ourselve and our LIFE.. haha... we onLY bear to leave when is really getting late..10pm!
each of us went our ways and bye!
i didnt went home and went looking for my kor who is wokring at metro at causeway point.. then we chat and then went home.. is his birthday today.. happpy birthday koR!!!
11/11/07
so easy to remember! haha
went home.. bath... updating the blog now..
i fElt so so so so so sleepy... so so so tired..
got to go sleep le...
nite friends... 3 am le.. morning :P
At CAusEWaY point..Anthony look Like a Kid.. haha.. so funnny :P
ARCherS!!

CAMilla aNd ME!!
DEAr And ME...
US!
AT ThE MRT TRAin..MERLyn,anthong,camilla

Miss SJ TAKing Pic Of Me !Caught hER!wahaha..
TAKing Pic of OthERS!
HeRE aGAin... Ahhhh..h.
CELesT ANd mE..

2007-11-11T03:54:00.000+10:00

DADDy ANd Mummy
One Happy FAmily!
iszzIt it So sWeeT?
SO rOManTIC!!haha
THE SWeET and WondERfUL FAmily i HAd!

hey hey hey...UpDaTing my BLog LIAO.. wahaha..EXCiteD? i fELt eXCitED To shaRe with u aLL My WondERfUl days !!

i wIll StaRt FrOM WeDneSdAy..

FirSTLy i got an inTEnsive tRaininG for MYSELf.. SHoot until My BACk AcH.. haha

At thAt DAY WEdNeSDAY wAS a SPeCiaL day..

u know wHy isZZit SPeCial? itS 7/11/07..MEAns is thE day WHERE 7 eleven STorE arE OPEn..haha

JusT a SupER sTupiD JOke.. itS ACTuaLLy My DEAR DaDDy BirtHday!!

Our Whole FAMily weNt to BottLE TRee PaRk aNd HAVE a WondErFUl DinnnEr tHere...

dAdDy.. i WishES HEaLthy And LucK for WOrk.. Hope he LikeS the T SHirT i Bought For Him..i Love u DAD!

sister And Me ..dont we look aLike?

Yummy! haha
MumMy And DAdDY!!!
Its DADDY's biTHday..
Loving Couple...

2007-10-31T02:57:00.000+10:00

Its reAlly loNg SinCe i LasT updAte my BLoG...
haD been ReAlly BusY.. non STop

Just finiSh my o leVEL EngLiSh....
i fEEl So RELiEvED...

but coming up nEXt aRe ALl My e LerAning WOrk ANd ProjEct ProjEct And PrOjECT!!!!
WorsE still!!!!!!
eXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i haVE no timE!!

Must train haRD in archery=======>...
i reALly hope to perForm something out in aRchery..
my world!!!

MY wish now!!!
could i have more Time got my work... and may be for myself!!!!

its pouring heavily now!!!( really raining outside now haha)
so do my little heart.....

WAiTing for THE RainBow to RAiSE the nEXt morning!!!
i hope Week 9 i reaLly can Enjoy mysELf...
AftER exAm time!!!!!

no ColouR this time.. cause i feel so so so bored....no live

2007-09-30T03:14:00.000+10:00

Mei yin!! MY dEaR.. i LovE ya too...
u Make my poLYLiFe So WiDE!!!

Daddy.. u ARe SupER ForTunaTE!!

DominiC... Jia You in rolling Your BoAT!!
see ya in GEms EvErY FriDaY... WE All miSS Ya.. join uS more often! :D

dERran!THE supER busy guy i EvEr met!!
Good luck in WhAtEvEr u Do.. :P

doreEn.. Look forwARd to aRcherY training!! wahaha

ChristiE: Shall Go Out Somedays And sHop togeThEr!!!

XAVieR.. stop sPotTing PrEttY GirLs... u aRe maRRieD!!
haha.. REmeMbER to changE yOur FRiendsTEr sTautes too!! haha

bEnjy chuA.. haD a fun time PlayinG RockeTS!!
haha

KeLvin: jia YOu in aRchery TRaininG!! How wAs todAys TRAininG?

KiaT tAt: sorrY aBOut ToDay.. NeXt time ok!!:D my tREat! wahaha

marcuS: hope u aRe fEeLing bettEr LE!! no moRE LS!!

Xin jiE :BEst mEdiC awArD to u!!! :D

Li ying!! My crAzy daughteR!!
Dont ALwayS high le ok!! mummY love u!
:P haha

EVelyn... May Join you For a Run!! haha

yAng Sue: rESt WEll.. Hot babE.. THAt DiCo nighT!haha

fArhan!My CutE GRandfaThER rox!!

Keat Ying: My Hot ANd SWeet Grandma And idol!

TRiCia: Hot babE... SweEt And fRiendLy SMile lightEn my dAy!

ERiC : i know whERE is MaRina sQuaRe!! haha :P

SArfiQ: My Hot gRandunCLe!! You arE So nicE and FunnY!!

jeFF: brEAkfASt time!! haha.. Funny And CutE jeFf witH Your nEW hair sTyLe posTing in fronT of Your Birthday cAke!

EugEne.. cAn i ALso know How Many ChildRen i HaD in fuTurE!haha

JieYing!!!
timE to GO sleep And reST!!
pandA Girl!!

GooD night eVEryonE!

2007-09-30T02:29:00.000+10:00

Boo...Going to UpDAtE aGain.. wahaHA!!!!
THose friend Who Read My BLoG OfTen Will REAliSE i uPDAted MY BLoG QuitE rEcentLY noWaDAys..

Ok get Back to Point!!!
i AM burning HOt now.. AcTUaLly is My SKin thAt is burNing Hot.. AftEr My Cool BaTh my Skin is FEeLing EVen hottEr...
Why?
haha.. CAusE to dAy i GOt archerY TRaininG!! And FRom MorninG till AfTErnoon... Long SincE i trAin likE ThAt!! :P
AnyWAy LeT TALk MorE about toDays' traininG...
i Shoot FitA 900 ToDay.. Woooo....
FitA 900 is a nAMe for ThAt evEnt.. that An ARcher haVe To SHoot 90 arroWs..30 Arrows for Each distancE of 60, 50, 40 metErs!!
firsT timE in My Life i HaD shoT These 3 disTancE Leh.. haha
Good ExpeRiEncE! Its reaLly Quite far..
And afTeR thAt i DiD WEnt on To SHoot 30 M in the aFtERnoOn.. So tired that i CAnt SHoot Much!!
aNyWay, aLso my first timE shoot so Many DistanCE agAin!! haha.. 4 diFferEnT DistanCes.. haha.. i Am beinG a Bit Lame heRE..
THOugH i Didnt Shoot WeLL toDay as i haD noT GOt my right FoRM yet...
HowevEr, todAys TraininG waS a niCe one..
i Am happy to SAy that i ManaGe to Make MoRE Friends And i am seriousLY LookinG forWArD To know moRE!!

aftEr aLl ThAt Tiring Training.. i Met up wiTH...( ok.. now i have to say morE aBout thiS persoN... causE she is JEALouS thAt i did noT upDaTe on hEr.. haha)
i PreSEnt u my DeAR!!!!
Mei Yin!!!
wo wo wo wo!!!
yea.. So tHe Story conTinue...
i MeT Up WiTH hEr AFtEr My traininG And i Pei hEr to Go eAt..
Poor Gal.. no $$$.. causE forgeT to bRing... And morninG till aftErnoon hAven eat...
So DespiTE of My TirEdnESs i WEnt on To Pei hEr.. haha... i Sound like a hero! DidnT i?
(Omg jieYing Stop being Lame CAn aNot.. haha)

ok..WE WEnt long joHn SlivEr... wAtvhinG hEr Eat.. i AM drooling!! wahaha... but i ControllEd!! haha... Then We take TRain Home AGain like BeforE..
Then i acTUally EAt my dinnER aLonE!!
haha..
after DinnER.. i WEnt home And Went out agian wiTh My fAmilY to SwEsen!!! WE hAd a grEat time TherE!
WE had iCE cREAm And EvErything niCE!! haha.. lamEr is herE aGain...Sound like something?
the PowerpuFf girLS!!
haha

AnyWay i Do miSS that shoW!!
haha..

okOkok!!
i GoinG to stop hErE le.. iF noT i think i going to be even lamer later..
going to sleep le... my right hand.. which is my bow hand 's muscle aRe really aching.. ahh.. haha
good night friends...
12.57 am....
good morning :P

2007-09-28T01:05:00.000+10:00

Yo YO Yo!!!
hAd BEen VeRy TirEd THesE feW Days!! ALso Dont knoW why? THough i Sleep eaRLiER than Last time..
i THink bECauSe NoW school Reopen le!!
suddEnLy got ALot of Thing to Do in SChool..
And BodY hAveN geT usE to iT!

ok.. Let tALk abit about LIFE recentLY...
i Am haPpy TO sAy thaT i ManagE to SomeHow GivE UP on him le!! YEa!! CausE i Dont WaNt to Get FurThER HuRT.. Maybe Like Given Up 50%? half or moRE Than ThAT.. haha
i ManaGE to tAlk to Him normAlly As a FrienD like WE oftEn Do laSt time i THink!!
What i WaNt to Say now is... haiz.. i THink i rEaLly look ForWard to A rELaTionShip Leh.. die.. haha :P..
But i knoW thinGs Cant be Force... i jusT hAvE to wAit..haha
jusT very CuRious Who is the HE iN fuTuRE!!haha!! For thE time bEing.. i Think LikeLy imPoSSibLe to hAve any.. cauSE DidnT Really HaVe aNyBody in Mind aNd No MayBe SupER CLoSe witH!!
haha...
ERm... ThAt i WAnt to Say aBout My LovE wOrld...

Now ARcherY timE!!
i reALLy FEEl like SHootiNG Man!! but i was ALwayS Busy.. i REally to Know SP aRchery BETtEr And thE peoplE TherE...i reAlly hopE to Make NEW Friends ANd be Good FRiends WiTH TheM.. CAusE WE ShaRe thE sAMe dREAm... WE ARe liVing in THe sAMe WorLD!! aRCherY WoRLd!! ----->
i ALWAys shoot veRY LoneLy!!
Whole TRaining i Say leSS than 10 WOrDs!!
i MusT LeRAn to SpeAk Up Ba!!
i Didnt Manage To Know More FRiendS beCauSe i Didnt WENt for THEir CAmp CAusE i GOT othER caMp..
SEldOm GO training!!! :( CausE SupER busY.. some time Lazy.. haha :P
hAd noT BEen SHooting For a WEEk +... This sAturDay Die diE musT go i tHInk!! neEd to Train.. CAuse neW Bow.. no training MEan die!!!
haha!!!

haha... going to End heRE...Going to SLeep le.. so tirED..awhhhh....(yarwninG)
haha.. FriendS.. Look Forward To a new bLog SkIn And a nEW titLe for MY BLog..
somEthing To LEt u knoW FirsT.. it Will sTill be aBOut rainBow!! haha
cAusE rainbow is my LifE!!
ok.. Look ForwARd.. haha

WiTH Sun and Rain, RainBow werE ForMed..

WiTH u ANd i, beAutiFUL LiFE lies aheaD!!

2007-09-25T11:09:00.000+10:00

Long SinCe i UpDAtE on My BLog.. My FrieNdS had Been "BLowing" ME LE.. haha..
OK.. LEt TALK aBOut MY HoliDAy SinCE SCh Just STarTed YESTErDAy.. RaTHEr sian. haha
And Guess whaT .. i AM TYpinG This in Class.. at My new LessOn IT for property..thOugh THe TeachER is RaThER Sian..but i tHINk she is StIll ok la..

DurinG tHe HolidaY.. unLike MosT of my FrieNd.. i Did Not Went to Look FOr a Job. Cause i HaVe no TIME at all!! haha.. i HaVe been Busy FOr CAmp preperation, tRaining ANd of Course Camp!!!!!
haha.. i rEAlly Enjoy Going to Camp.. i like to go And haVe fun, do sErious Stuff.. and of courSe Make moRE nEw Friends!!!!
thE BESt gifT During THis HoliDAy is THat i ManaGe to maKe aLot of nEW fRiends.. and i am really gLad of!!

FirSt i WENt for BE cAMp... my firSt CAmp.. BE FOt is reALly Fun... All the Friends TheRE aRe rEally FriEndLy ANd i LovE theM// and My tEam.... tEaM ROCKeT.. wAhaha..
THough THe Camp GRouP aRE VeRy smAll. but WE aLL MAnaGE to Know ALL PPls naME!!
BE EvErLAsting!!!

tHen Follow By a Camp That i AM the organisinG CommittEe......
icE cAMp!!!!
known aS thE ioniC evaLution caMp 07/08!!!!

WE done Alot of pERparation Like EQuipment Making...Song/cheeR Singing..++++
haha.. then CAMp the ActuAl pReperation CAmp...
i Got sick on The second Night la!! sian!! haha..
first day AftEr hElping up in The night wALk Logistic..i wEnt to SLeep and SEcond Day pre Camp i got heAdach Le...
But i Didnt reSt And WEnt on to SenTosa for anothEr perperation...i And dehui wAs theRe at firSt for 2 Hour Waiting.. then CAMp thE ReSt of tHer GP Joining us.. then wAiting AbothEr 2 hour... Gp i/c come SAying OUr game CanceL.. we werE so sian and a bit angrY.. cause i WaiteD for 4 hours under the hot sun And i aM Not fEELing WEll!!!!! ahhhh...
then on our way bAck to school.. is Already eVening.. i am tried sick and HuNGRY!!!
Really hungry..cause onlY eAt breakfAst...Lunch only have some SnAck..
When reAch scHool.. i aM ReALly sick.. but tHAnks To 2 sweet Friends, MarcuS aNd xin Jie!!
And of Course My dadDY... For tAkinG cARe of Me...

the NExt dAy... my THirD DAy of Camp... which is ThE FirsT The CAmp of The cAMpeR... the CAmp staRTEd.... Everything goeS on fine until at night!!
dinner time.....
we All got food poisoning!!!!!
We All wEnt Lao sai The next Day... nExt day as in Midnight..!!!
we Got Night wALk in the firsT day... HoWeveR me and Meiyin didnt Go cause both of us wERe got fEeling weLL.. so WE StaY on aT union to rEst togeTher with My Boss/godmotheR and daddy!!!
tHen Went to toliet in the whole CAmp a total of 7 time....!!!
CAn camp in toliet le...
haha
until THE VeRy LAst day of thE camp i am FEELing well le...
howevEr.. when we Break cAMp thAt day.. Cause i too high... i Keep shouting.. i lovE singing CheeR and camp song... Then i sTarted to have sore throat and Flu...
AfTER bReAck cAMp we still Went on to CLeAn up SPSU.... rEally dirty MAn!!!
aFteR that Day.. i Went home to sEe a DoCtor..
sAturDay feeling ok.. reSting at home..
but CAmp to sundAY....
i fall Sick Again...
fevEr!!
ah...
i Sleep eaRly that night after HavinG My medicine!!
Cause i neeD to PrepaRe mysElf of school Reopen The next day...

Talking About school REopen... whicj is yestErday.. first Lesson.. LAW!!!
mondAy is Our Law Day..
Cause wE oNLy hAve LaW LEsson...
i GOt bAck Our REsuLt For LAw...
i AM quiTE DisappointEd HoweVEr i reAlly expectEd it!!!
LuCky ENougH i nevEr fail... i ShAll Work haRDeR This teRm ANd SEM!!!
Jia YOu jia YOu!!
that About LESSon yEStERDay..
yestERDAy aFtER sChOol aT 3pm.. i hAd BEen sLaCking aRound AT thE 2nd CCa Drive!!
wALing around.. i saW ALot of my neW fRiends.. haha.. GLad to see them again!!
haha
i weNt home yEStERDay at7 something.. it was very late le.. our intitial plan was to go play candals... however all my friends want ed today...
so i think we going today ba...
but yesterday before i went home.. ig ot reallt crazy and some how high... and some emo..
making some friends around me to be shock and worried.. haha
friends out there.. no worries.. i am fine.. haha

shall update more the other time..
lesson starting le!!
bye....

2007-09-05T01:09:00.000+10:00

ERm...herE to UpdAte on lifE again!! resently had been THinking Alot of THings.. someTime even struggLe wiTh My Own thoughts!

LeTs Start With My LittLe Love WorLd!!haiZ!! i reMeMber Posting on My LaSt Blog on whethEr i SHould give up on him? After Lots and Lots and Lots of Thinking and My friends advice!! i haD finally decidEd!!!

My "dadDy"(benjy) sAid thAt i should give up..

DeRRan said depends on chaNcES ...

Mei yin said not to give up.. Nothing is imPossibLe!

Kiat taT sAiD Not To give up ALso.. aS it is Xin fu to Love someone! and feEl frEe To Love..

all tHese while i had been Lying to MysELf... Like My deaR (mEiyin) afraid i will get hurt! so had been Lying to Me that THere is Always PossiBiLiTy!

HAiz... As i had decided To Give uP on him!!!!!!reALLy goinG throuGh Lots of Thinking!!!!! so saD.. dont evER think thing had just end here.. in faCt.. it is onlY the beginninG!!! cause now is time for me to StruggLe and forget him in someways!!! :( i really hope i Can do it!! its really hard to give up Somehow but i MUST!! :'( facinG him is the Worse thing !! sometimE is hard To control.. and i Must stop myself From THinking about him!! Maybe i shall hust mySELf by saYing: nothing Worth thinkinG about Him When he is not even thinkinG ABout u(myself)!

the best way for Me to Forget someone is through this way!! hurting.. by someone or MyseLf.. Of course it will be More effECtive if Someone told Me someThing!! but i Will get hurt very baDLy!!haiz... at First i WAntEd to give up as i dont WiSh to get hurt!! in the end i realise that no matter how.. i will still get hurt.. haha.. isnt it funny!

erm... now what i wanted to say is that i give up because i really afraid i will lost him!! lost him as a friend... no choice.. be friends lor.. i really scared he will bi kai wo! if he knew it i am very sure he will.. even my "daddy" agree!

erm..mei yin actually ask me a question! what if one day he likes u or something..

i actually replied and say: till the day arrive.. erm... i think there is a high possibility that i will fall for him again if at that time i had nobody in mind.. that had clearly shows that i really love him.. ( oOOooo.. so mushy till i myself cant stand also.. haha)

me And My sistEr reflexion! Jie min--my deAr sisTer!

Mei yin & me After gym work.(b4 bath) ~(aftEr abth) haha..!~

sisTer jie min and Me AftEr our BaTh! ~ !mei yin! and my sisTer jie min~

Shall updAte abit more aBout Life.. hAd beEn going for training recentLy... gym training and rchery Training!! went yesterday for gym TRaining with Mei Yin And my sister.. THen toDay go school training!! Very Long never shoot 30 m Le... it really had been Long since i shoot 30m.. arounf 1 year ba.. haha.. but tHe feeling WAs good.. i shoot no bad.. but form Wasnt tHere.. so i CAnt shoot Much!! tirEd.. back Pain!!

erm.... tomorroW traininG again!! archery training in Morning then afteRnoon go gym with eVan!! haha!! am i crazy ? NO!!! i THink this is tHe bESt way to forget him... not to think of him.. is to keep myself busy!

my dEar mei yin is going to MaLaysia for Ltc.. got to Miss her Alot!!enJoy YourseLf ok! dEAR!

erm.. Lastly i going to end today's UpdaTe By Telling alL My frienD!! haha

i Got My IMeem Songs updated!! haha.. more song le..

i upLoadEd:

xi Jie--lim Jun Jie

Shi Jie wei yi de ni--- cao ge

zhi de ai--- FiR

Come to My BLog More often to Listen To my radio.. haha.. song i mean!! :D

~fight till tHe end, u will See rainbow At the very end..

i am at the Rainbow end.. ~

haha.. u will see me at the rainbow end.. jia you to all!! :D

2007-08-31T01:24:00.000+10:00

i WAtched the movie(secret) le.. i tHInk The show not bad...i love the tag of the movie.. love the design of the word secret! i watch with mei yin ,derran and xiaver!
after watching that show.. i do have alot of thoughts in mind!! alot alot!! derran actually ask me if i am thinking about my first love.. haha.. i actually laugh.. i felt stupid also.. cause i also not sure why i wasnt thinking about my first love.. instead i am thinking of my current one...i amcurrently not in a relationship though.. but what i am thinking is the person i am falling in love now.. sound complicated? haha... i do think about my first love too.. however it was just a short one!!

my mind is like carrying tonns of load now.. i really got alot in mind... that makes me very confuse...i told myself not to think so much... but can i? haiz trouble is always here!!!
first come is family problem!!! things always get worse instead of good... i sometimes really feel that parents should spare some thought for us... of course.. we must also learn to spare a thought for them... i must really grow up!!! sad...like now.. while typing..both my parent is nagging and scolding... making me go crazy... i felt so hurtful!!!! :'(

then there goes my love world!! haiz.. i think i really fall for him!! but now the problem is i dont know if i should give up!!! why do i have that mindset? cause i always feel that he have no feeling on me.. pretty sad.. though i always lie to myself that there is always a hope between us... haiz.. !! :( it had been 1 year plus ever since i had this kind of feeling again!! i know and i am sure of this feeling toward this person... after watching the secret.. i somehow found out that
i too had a secret!! that is not to let this person know first.. maybe there is a right time to tell him.. or never....

i started to felt i am never at home!!
i felt the place i staying is no longer my home... in simple... i no longEr had that SENSE OF BELONGING le!! may be from today onwards.. i shall treat it as a working place where i work at then a place i can rest as in sleep..thats all!!

theres alot i want to do to improve and to PROVE to some ppl that i NGUI JIE YING can do it!!and there goes my determination!! i hope everything goes well.. and i really want to PROVE them wrong!!!!!! i want to be stronger to achieve more in my life!!! my life which includes, love, family,work,study and CCA--ArcherY!!!!!

2007-08-28T16:18:00.000+10:00

i Am SitTing ALone in a DArk Room... itS now 2.18 pm!! its Raining cats and DogS OutSide!! what Am i GoiNG to WRitE in My BLog?i WondErEd.
haiZ!! itS raininG Now!! jusT Like My Life And My feEeLingS Now!! where ProbLems Are herE OveR My head... i fEEling prETty LoneLy now... fElt eLMo!!
haiz!!i kEep ASking MyseLf.. why why why and whY... why at First i Do tHis.. Then Next i IGNoRed it... becuase of why.. haiz... i SomeHow Hope tHaT time can reAlly Turn back... HoweverE!! i KnoW that is IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!! inStead Of HopinG Time can PaSS baCk... i THink i ReAlly hOpe Time CAn PaSS ForwarD.. Though i MAy nOt KnOW what Will hAppenend next? it may be heaviler storm that drown me in to another world or it may be the sun rising then my beauitful RAINBOW appear! haiz... no matter what.. i Must take tHis Risk Le!! haiz....

Entering To Poly really maKe me see tHe WorLd!!! its reAlly like tHe adult's worLd... i SometimE Think i am Really Not preParE for it....like what i am thinking now... actually i can make my life not so complicated by just going to school and go home.... however i choose to go with my heart most of th time... so i did something more in school.... sometime it can be really fun... but actually it pretty horrible.... you can never expect who will be the next to be left out... i am really scared...

whoever who reads my blog...dont imagin!! i am serious.. cause imagining can led to alot of trouble and misunderstanding!! alwayS REMEMBER THAT!!!! u may got me or yourself in to trouble!!

My rainbow Colour is fading away... ...

2007-08-27T02:57:00.001+10:00

Your Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer

In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.
For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate.

Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.
However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad.

Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

What's Your Love Type?

2007-08-27T02:38:00.000+10:00

Your Love Number is 4

You are a creative and expressive lover - a true romantic at heart.
An introspective soul, you know exactly how your ideal relationship should be.
But if you don't get that ideal, you tend to get a bit pouty and dramatic.
You need someone who can roll with the punches, that's for sure!

What Is Your Love Number?

2007-08-27T02:21:00.000+10:00

Cancer - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early onA total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knowsYou are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with
Your negative traits:
Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partnerYou tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficultIt's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down.
Your ideal partner:
Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeplyDreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a familyLoves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt!
Your dating style:
Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another.
Your seduction style:
Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in your relationship.Coy. You tend to play it cool to drive your lover wild.Orally talented - you're known as the best kisser in the zodiac.
Tips for the future:
Be a little less sensitive. Not every little mistake should hurt you.Spend time away from your partner every so often - independence is a good thing.Find ways to take care of yourself. You'll be happier if you put yourself first.
Best color to attract mate: Aqua
Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's" Your Love Profile?

i think this is really True!!!! u should try it!!!!!!haha :P

2007-08-20T03:35:00.000+10:00

Me aNd PornsaK!!!! he is supErsWeeT and Polite!!!!!
evAn & Pornsak!!!
Me & evAn!! :D
thEir autOgrApgh!! BoyS
thEir autOgrApgh!! GirLs!!

Me WiTH My two IdOL!!!! jieyiNg & benjamin & ShaWn
Mei yin & keelY..she is so so so pretty!
Me & chio KEeLy
evAn & supEr cutE shaWn!!
3 bLur refLexsioN!! is us!!

PreTtY EvAn & hui Sian
ThEy PosE For Me!! haha!! So Shuai!!! Guo hao & zhi Jie!! (i shook hand with zhi jie leh!!)
cool Marcus!!!
he WAs ShoCk And whEn i tOok ThIs Pic!! LoL!!!! he smile and laugh then ....
MY 2 sWeeT idOL!!they Pose For Me too!! haha!!bEnjamin & shawn!!!!! love them!! haha

Me & jun Jie!
HuI SiAn..she is right in front of me!sweet smile!joanna was so Shock!haha
Me & Sweet hui SiaN
sweet Mei yin & cute hui Sian
i tOok it right In fORnt Of Me!

zhi jie & agnes!!!

2007-08-20T03:20:00.000+10:00

now tHey are all ready For tHe auTograph seSsion!!