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Friday, August 31, 2007



i WAtched the movie(secret) le.. i tHInk The show not bad...i love the tag of the movie.. love the design of the word secret! i watch with mei yin ,derran and xiaver!
after watching that show.. i do have alot of thoughts in mind!! alot alot!! derran actually ask me if i am thinking about my first love.. haha.. i actually laugh.. i felt stupid also.. cause i also not sure why i wasnt thinking about my first love.. instead i am thinking of my current one...i amcurrently not in a relationship though.. but what i am thinking is the person i am falling in love now.. sound complicated? haha... i do think about my first love too.. however it was just a short one!!

my mind is like carrying tonns of load now.. i really got alot in mind... that makes me very confuse...i told myself not to think so much... but can i? haiz trouble is always here!!!
first come is family problem!!! things always get worse instead of good... i sometimes really feel that parents should spare some thought for us... of course.. we must also learn to spare a thought for them... i must really grow up!!! sad...like now.. while typing..both my parent is nagging and scolding... making me go crazy... i felt so hurtful!!!! :'(

then there goes my love world!! haiz.. i think i really fall for him!! but now the problem is i dont know if i should give up!!! why do i have that mindset? cause i always feel that he have no feeling on me.. pretty sad.. though i always lie to myself that there is always a hope between us... haiz.. !! :( it had been 1 year plus ever since i had this kind of feeling again!! i know and i am sure of this feeling toward this person... after watching the secret.. i somehow found out that
i too had a secret!! that is not to let this person know first.. maybe there is a right time to tell him.. or never....

i started to felt i am never at home!!
i felt the place i staying is no longer my home... in simple... i no longEr had that SENSE OF BELONGING le!! may be from today onwards.. i shall treat it as a working place where i work at then a place i can rest as in sleep..thats all!!


theres alot i want to do to improve and to PROVE to some ppl that i NGUI JIE YING can do it!!and there goes my determination!! i hope everything goes well.. and i really want to PROVE them wrong!!!!!! i want to be stronger to achieve more in my life!!! my life which includes, love, family,work,study and CCA--ArcherY!!!!!

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aiming for the sky above;