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Saturday, April 24, 2010

hey hey. been quite awhile since i was last here. erm.

lets start my nagging... ...

its been 2 weeks since i start my work. currently doing fine as i think i have yet to get the work load and stress still. till now i think i have pretty good friends over there. there are not aunt but HOT sister and mother. Stepping into the working society is really not a easy job and every around you can be scary. i am still taking my time to observe the truth colour of each. HARD and SCARY too. wish i can just go smoothly in this journey.

down to relationship-1. friendship

Totally no improvement. getting worse instead. haiz. going to lose a friens just like this. sadded. never forget the nice moment we have.

2. Love

Another worse things. its down to the final decision of this relationship. yes or a no. haiz.
saturday morning is just a few hours away. want to hear the answer so much yet so scared to know the truth. what will he say? does he knows or feel that i doesnt want this. pls tell me the right answer. so afraid of getting hurt. if i get hurt. who can i share to? :'( i love him.

good night everyone. i am tired. very tired le. :(


jie ying
the rainbow that will never shine again?
as all the colour (impt things and people) in life is gone!

~ { 3:15:00 AM }
aiming for the sky above;