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Friday, August 20, 2010

Some time i feel i am a UNWANTED goods.

How sad. A bit moody again :P Anyway, Update on life. So Sian la. Been eating alot again! sux. Worse still i stop swimming this week.

Cause of the girl monthly thingy and the 7th month. I need to start next week!

Armond, lets go swimming! Benjamin, lets go running! haha Just meet benjamin recently and been contacting. he is now at my house base camp there working. So he is pulling me to run. haha. Do you have the strenght to pull me? i am as heavy as a elephant. haha.

Talking about animal, so wanting to go zoo again! haha. Want to go with someone i love. haha. MY FAMILY!! I want a weekend family day. Just like when all of us are still young and mummy daddy carry us wherever we go. sound cool right. And zoo is always our favourate last time :) haha. The last time i went is also with someone i love. But time pass, everything also pass? No, though he is not around, but memorise still with me.

Talking about unwanted goods, i feel so sad. Why am i unwanted. :( so sad right. Am i really that not worth you to trust or am i really not worth for you to give me your love. Why is things so hard to understand. Whatever it is. Its no longer the same. Its clear.

I feel like jumping into the clear sea where i think i belong. When can i go Phuket and do all the water activites i want to try? I am serarching a home for myself. Will sea be my next home? hehe... ... I want to go with someone.. Who? i also dont know. haha. Want to stay out of paper, computers and document. i want a holiday to relax and have FUN with the one i love!

Miss Rainbow


~ { 1:45:00 PM }
aiming for the sky above;

Friday, August 13, 2010

Morning world.. ...

Feeling a bit hang over after the night. Cant remember somethings and remember some.

Feeling very bad now. No idea why. Something really bad happened yesterday?

Whatever it is. Really sorry to whoever is in the picture.

To Christie, Mei Yin, Jonathan : sorry, didnt catch up with you guys yesterday night as arranged.

To Jordon: Sorry last min unable to attend your birthday party.

To Benjamin: Sorry for the worries and thank you for the care and concern as a friend. Whatever bad happend i am really sorry.

To Xavier: Sorry and thank you dear. You know what i thinking can le.

To my dear mei mei: Thanks for taking care of jie jie while i am like shit. Sorry for the late dinner and rest. loves

To myself: Its time to keep myself awake i see the world. Who is there to care for me and who is there for me when i need them. Being appreciative and create less trouble for the friends and people around me who cares for me.

Sorry world, friends, family, and myself for all the stupid things done.

Jie Ying
Miss Rainbow


~ { 12:38:00 PM }
aiming for the sky above;

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Hey, down to do some updating... ...

actually nothing much.. Life is just so black and white nowadays. Simple yet complicated... ...

work work work...
Friends friends friends... ...
Family family family... ...
AND sports sports sport... ...

Weekday work everyday and have some sports after work,
Weekend call ppl out to hang out and night go clubbing.

Life became a Rountine.
So boring... ...

But making new friends can be fun yet tiring. I am still use to being myself. the quiet girl sitting at a corner listening more than talking.

Life is hard, but things move on.. Time still tick and my heart is still beating.

To me: how hard it is push down, i cant run away, but got hit everytime. just bearing the pain and healing it each time.

To others: Life move on too. But feel super stupid whenever people are giving concern when he/she doesnt need it.

Seeing the UGLY truth of it! So ugly! so go away! It sux to see.

Single is the status. How long will it last?

Dont believe in love anymore. Fool is the game. .

My theory come back... Promises made are mend to be broken.

So dont apply the theory to me... ...

Rain and sun NOT = to Rainbow

Rain and sun= Sick!

Caught in the sun and rain and i fall sick.

Taking care :)

signing off...
Miss rainbow

~ { 8:13:00 PM }
aiming for the sky above;