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Wednesday, May 26, 2010

I'm BACK ... ...


Hi Everybody! Before i start anything, i would like to say a big thank you to all who show your concern to me.


Firstly, i am touched that still got so many of you visit my blog sometime. thanks. whats touch me to my heart was those who send their immediate concern to me through sms. thanks special to christine and bi ru!!!

And of course not forgetting all those who leave their perious comment and concern in my tag box. =)


i love you all!!!!


ok. lets do some updating!

1) i just graduated from singapore polytechnic with my Diploma!!



its been three year down the road and finally i gone through all the examination and test and i got the paper! haha the piece of paper that cost around $1600+- outside per month. haha :P
Anyway, congrate to all my banch for graduating this year! we Rox!!!
SERIOUSLY, i MISS SCHOOL LIFE!! Poly life is just so colourful!!!! Rainbow!!!

2) Celebrated 2 year 1 month with him... ...

i dont know if all of you will scold me stupid. but i just think love is blind. i dont expect much but just walk one step see one step. i may drop again. and it may go higher. it just seem to me like a endless staircase. you dont know when is the ending. erm. anway, we went to city hall wanting to eat the lai mian xiao long bao, but end up eating JUST ASIA!! NIce man!! i love it. cheap, nice and free flow of drinks and ice cream!! yum yum!! then he brought me to the pub just located on the first floor of city hall to have a drink. end up i drink up 2 glass of martini! nice! hehe. enjoy my day yesterday. he send me back just like we were together for the first month. and i made him a card just like what i did in the first month too. i guess we are trying to start a fresh or regain the mermorary!

ok. i going to end here le. thanks for everybody support in visting my blog. i hope u all continue! i will continue more updates!!

i feel like going K boxing, Drinking, Clubbing and Eating!! Date me people!! ok ok!! date me!!!


jie ying
The rainbow is popping out to check out her friends and loves one... ...




~ { 7:03:00 PM }
aiming for the sky above;

Monday, May 17, 2010

erm. Rather sad that nobody seem to visit my blog. :(

Haiz. but what make all things worse is life is tough recently...

i just found out my life have no much friends left. no friendship. how sad right. sad! very sad.

i am too blind in relationship le ba. but till now i still am. too engross.. this is my personally ba. cant help. but learning to move on. since my partner doesnt make me his pirority then i must learn form him.

i found out that i have alot to learn from him so i wouldnt hurt myself.
1. Be selfish
2. Love yourself more than anybody
3. Mix with more friends not parnter

Great tips right? erm. Relationship is going down and down. i guess it hard to pull through le ba. he already said everything clear le. he kept saying that i am not the girl he used to know. he kept saying that "he is no longer the guy i am looking for right".... but i think that should be said to him:

"I AM NO LONGER THE GIRL YOU ARE LOOKING FOR !"

To him,
you are still use to having pretty, SKINNY, flirty, playful girlfriend and not me ba... ...
i am a mother type of girl. unless u looking for a mother if not i am definately not your dish.


To me,
i shall wish my luck first in finding another guy that is worth my love and love me for who i am.... Though i know its very reality that guys like pretty and skinny girls. but i still hope they can see my inner self, my innner beauty. i will work hard to slim down not because of anybody but myself. Need to be healthy. and of course may all those STUPID GUYS that use to look down on me b4 to eyes red and drop out. then i will step their eyes. WAHAHAH.. sound curel> haha :P
but getting to slim down first is easy to said but hard to do. must really jia you. i always fail. wonder when will be the time i really success! cant wait. hehe!

Sadness...
Is easy for him to say break to me ba.. but i just dont wish these would happened. because i love him. i must kept blaming myself as i am too foolish. everything is lead by myself. he asked me why i love him: but i just dont know. it is what call love ba. my feeling just cant pull away from him.
If he left me, he have no sadness, he have so many friends and so many other target to girlfriends.
but myself, dead! i can just use my 10 finger to count my friends. haiz. i am jealous of him having so many friend and activity, but he never know. cause i dont have so i dont have other time to spilt to my friends. then all time give him. but he blame me for being over in everything... ...
haiz. how i wish i find a bf like that. give everything to me!

Things is hard in life, my eyes are swallon like .. like dont know what... very ugly... i cry so badly he no longer care. just because he is tired of it. just because he is used to it.... ... ...

hugs myself... ...
love myself ... ...

Regards,
jie ying
Rainbow cried till colourless!

~ { 1:48:00 PM }
aiming for the sky above;

Monday, May 10, 2010

hihi! back after long again..

erm.. been working le! and its been a month le! learn quite a it of things. the collenge here are not too bad. thus making working still fine for me till now.

Been approach with a good opportunity of going for a oversea working trip to abu dahbi. but still considering. should i go? i mean what worried me is the sercurity of myself there for two week. i am a girl you know. what if touch wood something bad happened? i scared sia! just hope if someone go with me. if not worse to worse at least i know some ladies are there for me to take care or watch over me! ah~~~~~~~~ so should i go?

with dear dear for 2 year le. but didnt get through 2 year anniversary well. however we pass the 2 year well? both of us must really work hard to fight through everything and work hard together for the relationship! i love him!

down to my "best friend". i already see totally no hope in everything le. she given up on me long ago.she didnt even put in effort to try. and i feel tired le. asking her always! i somehow already give up. my action speaks it all. i have no much friend now. i am just glad in a way evangeline, my secondary school best pal is still here for me when i somehow need her! thanks!

alright, thats about life recently! catch up soon!

Rainbow girl,
jie ying

~ { 6:20:00 PM }
aiming for the sky above;