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Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Hey Hey!!

Its been long since i last update. Been a bit busy recently at work. But actually is very sian and stress. The atmosphere is like so tense.

Talking about work...

The mindset of changing of a job came to my mind recently and i mean changing of a different job scope. Means i doubt i would want to continue what i study and what i am doing now. :P

Being a office lady, its so deck bound and staying in the office for hours make me feel scaffocating. Is like breathing in the office air for hours make me feel sick!

Has been thinking hard what i want to do in life. But answers are like never found. Going for further study is my next plan but i do need to know what i want to study before i can proceed with my plan.

Think back to my ambition when i young. Of being a policewomen or a teacher. haha?

But actually the biggest problem is $$$$.

Where do i get so much $$ to study AND to have a living.

Ever since i work. of course been relying on myself fot living. But if i stop work, who going to feed me again. My parent wouldnt care about me le. If i work and study half. I will die. Cause i doubt i can cope.

Life is sian, but i move on sian also. Only to look forward to every weekend. Can go out just go out. Dont think so much le. Unlike last time. But expenses very high. haha. spend alot $$ recently. going to have a big hole in my pocket liao. Better start saving!!

Erm, i think my PMS is here. So moody swing quite bad recently. When i sad i will cry, just because i feel very very sad. When i happy, i will just smile and smile and smile :) haha.

I miss My mummy story session when my mum use to tell us when we young! Bedtime story.
I miss watching all my princess tales over and over again. I watch to watch. Still finding :( I want to watch all my princess tale!! ah!! someone help me. haha :P

Actually, I miss being a children. Where you have less problem and fan nao. Being the kid is the best. A simple show or a sweet can make yourself so happy. As we grow we grow greedy and never contented.

To be happy, We must learn to be contented. But is easy to say la. i cant do it myself also.

As for the you, You always stay in my mind and heart. Though u left my life, but u never left my heart. I cant do anything but to continue live my life everyday.

Jie Ying :)


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