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Wednesday, March 10, 2010

wa. hi there. so long ever since i blog! really sorry. but anyway i think really nobody ever come to my blog and see. lets write something nowadays that is troubling me badly!

alright, firstly, i exam paper is all over and i am graduating from SP. AWWW!! is not a fun thing actually. is a beginning of all nightmare! going out to find a job and i got one. going to sign a contract tomorrow. the company is CPG! going to work under town council soon when my house is in great debt to them. working society, so dont wish to step in. but persuing my degree. but same as mei yin. $$$$$$$.. all about $$$. my family's financial doesnt allow me to do so. i have to help my dad carry the heavy family expenses. he is old le. i am afraid sometime too.

down with my friendship problem, my best pal still like giving me a cold shoulder. i really tried very hard le. but why doesnt she try too? erm. i really just hope everything can slowly be like last time. where we share laughter and tears! i really know my mistake. just waiting for my chamce. pls do give me a chance.

down with relationship, my BF actually hurt me badly this time. he actually "xian qi" me FAT!!!
so heart beaking. been really down. food is my happiness, but now it is like taken away from me. life so meaningless. i started telling meself STOP EATING and HATE FOOD. that is such a hard thing to do. just feel so sad now.

nobody to share this. that the worse. beside mei yin. i really have nobody else i can trust to share with.cause all other friend i am not close with. and at this time, mei yin can no longer share my problem too le :_( i dont wish she say whenever i fight with BF i find her. i dont wish she could get the wrong idea again. that why all this while. i have been along. keeping all my trouble with me.

i wish to get drunk badly and forget everything before i know reality is right in front of me. all the working and $$$$ and relationship problem come again! some one pls help me.


sad,
the rainbow never shine ever since the star is gone
jie ying

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