LeTs Start With My LittLe Love WorLd!!haiZ!! i reMeMber Posting on My LaSt Blog on whethEr i SHould give up on him? After Lots and Lots and Lots of Thinking and My friends advice!! i haD finally decidEd!!!
My "dadDy"(benjy) sAid thAt i should give up..
DeRRan said depends on chaNcES ...
Mei yin said not to give up.. Nothing is imPossibLe!
Kiat taT sAiD Not To give up ALso.. aS it is Xin fu to Love someone! and feEl frEe To Love..
all tHese while i had been Lying to MysELf... Like My deaR (mEiyin) afraid i will get hurt! so had been Lying to Me that THere is Always PossiBiLiTy!
HAiz... As i had decided To Give uP on him!!!!!!reALLy goinG throuGh Lots of Thinking!!!!! so saD.. dont evER think thing had just end here.. in faCt.. it is onlY the beginninG!!! cause now is time for me to StruggLe and forget him in someways!!! :( i really hope i Can do it!! its really hard to give up Somehow but i MUST!! :'( facinG him is the Worse thing !! sometimE is hard To control.. and i Must stop myself From THinking about him!! Maybe i shall hust mySELf by saYing: nothing Worth thinkinG about Him When he is not even thinkinG ABout u(myself)!
the best way for Me to Forget someone is through this way!! hurting.. by someone or MyseLf.. Of course it will be More effECtive if Someone told Me someThing!! but i Will get hurt very baDLy!!haiz... at First i WAntEd to give up as i dont WiSh to get hurt!! in the end i realise that no matter how.. i will still get hurt.. haha.. isnt it funny!
erm... now what i wanted to say is that i give up because i really afraid i will lost him!! lost him as a friend... no choice.. be friends lor.. i really scared he will bi kai wo! if he knew it i am very sure he will.. even my "daddy" agree!
erm..mei yin actually ask me a question! what if one day he likes u or something..
i actually replied and say: till the day arrive.. erm... i think there is a high possibility that i will fall for him again if at that time i had nobody in mind.. that had clearly shows that i really love him.. ( oOOooo.. so mushy till i myself cant stand also.. haha)
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me And My sistEr reflexion! Jie min--my deAr sisTer!Mei yin & me After gym work.(b4 bath) ~(aftEr abth) haha..!~
sisTer jie min and Me AftEr our BaTh! ~ !mei yin! and my sisTer jie min~
Shall updAte abit more aBout Life.. hAd beEn going for training recentLy... gym training and rchery Training!! went yesterday for gym TRaining with Mei Yin And my sister.. THen toDay go school training!! Very Long never shoot 30 m Le... it really had been Long since i shoot 30m.. arounf 1 year ba.. haha.. but tHe feeling WAs good.. i shoot no bad.. but form Wasnt tHere.. so i CAnt shoot Much!! tirEd.. back Pain!!
erm.... tomorroW traininG again!! archery training in Morning then afteRnoon go gym with eVan!! haha!! am i crazy ? NO!!! i THink this is tHe bESt way to forget him... not to think of him.. is to keep myself busy!
my dEar mei yin is going to MaLaysia for Ltc.. got to Miss her Alot!!enJoy YourseLf ok! dEAR!
erm.. Lastly i going to end today's UpdaTe By Telling alL My frienD!! haha
i Got My IMeem Songs updated!! haha.. more song le..
i upLoadEd:
xi Jie--lim Jun Jie
Shi Jie wei yi de ni--- cao ge
zhi de ai--- FiR
Come to My BLog More often to Listen To my radio.. haha.. song i mean!! :D
~fight till tHe end, u will See rainbow At the very end..
i am at the Rainbow end.. ~
haha.. u will see me at the rainbow end.. jia you to all!! :D
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