miss rainbow :
exam is over! HOliday is here.
my exam i did badly.really i mean.
though holiday is here. but there is still project training on for me.
there is no way i can feel i am on a holiday.
though i have always look forward to holidays.
but again. this is another disappointing holiday i going to have.
how sad could that be.
have been rather EMO and SAD recently.
have been thinking alot.
thinking deeply and seriously alot alot!
everybody got their own stuff to do.
of course i have got mine, but .. haiz
anyway i have recently felt i have been throw out from a world i used to be in.
i am somehow being left out.being abandon!
perhase is because all my surrounding friend are together while i am..
out of their WORLD they are in le.
is kind of sad... thought i from the start i try to convience myself i wouldnt be left out
back to my real world i am in for myself.
trying hard to work for what i wanted.
my archery life.
trying hard. hope to achieve my goal one day! really i do.
hope me passion never die!
jieying strive hard! pls do!
emoing is bad..
but i have been doing it these few days.
where is my medicine to it?
erm. hope things/i can turn out fine soon.
scared. my mood swing week is soon to be here.
mood will swing double badly this month i guss.
FRIENDS and FAMILY!
beware!
haha..
this is the month of june.
and is always a month i will look forward to.
and i do.
just that this june i am rather lost on what to do?
sad.
but still my little wishes are all inside me!
alot alot!
hehe..
basically. i hope all my friends to be with me and my oldenburg family to have
a big reunion. that is something i will really look forward to !
and i wishlist is.....
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haha.. never ending i suppose.. no la.. just joking! do have something in mind!
hehe..
update again soon..
time for me to emo! bye..
miss emo for the week!